" Love hurts "
I remembered one person, not going to mention who, but she said something that i think i would remember for life , " Unless you can experience that something yourself , you can never understand that something to the full extend ." According to to this statement , i have experience maybe 50% of wad " love hurts" truly meant. Love hurts when you have an affection for somebody , and then you invest a whole lot in that person . A while after that , when u found out that she is not in favour with you ....... when all is lost ...... that's when "love hurts".
When that person is hurt by love , he will be both physically and mentally hurt . He's life would seem dull . He will feel as if the sun would never rise again . Rain storms seem to be his favourable weather . Blue skies would never cheer him up. And when he tries to sleep , he would feel his eyelids heavy , yet the pain keeps his eyes awake, he will then pray that tomorrow would come quickly. When he wakes up , he finds his pillow wet , not of sweat . He feels tormented when he goes out . Wears a fake smile which would seem the best disguise so that people around him will not pity his fate .
Sadness encircles him ...
Hatred devours him ...
Soon, nothing is left ...
Everything is lost ...
Only hurts gained ...
Scars remain forever ...
Life will never be the same ...
Yet the worst isn't over , he will then find of news about a new guy being with her . That is when tears are left to dry on their own . He will be thinking "Why" , he will be thinking why after so long , she doesn't fall for him, yet in a short period , he falls for another guy? Is he not good enough ? He will then start blaming god , why did god put him in a family background like his ? Why didn't god make him more attractive...
She says she thinks he would be a good friend ... that guy will think " bullshit , only an excuse ..." But what else could she say . " i don''t like you , stay away from me?" . Which of these is easier to be heard? Wouldn't the guy feel even more devastated . '
She says sorry , but for what , it wasn't her fault , and everything is done , can "sorry" bring back what has already happened? thoughts of these will wonder in his brain , then, he finds no hope in this situation .
At this very moment , wad he could hope for is support from understanding friends , cell members , leaders . Hoping that his life will go on . hoping that all that preparation will work ...
Hoping he will never leave God ...
This is the end of my report , hope all readers will be able to benefit from this in one way or another . Thank you for reading .
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