I had sports day try-outs/training . I went through different kind of stuff like Running ( i'm really no good at this ) , Short Putt , Discus , and Long Jump.
If you guessed that I've hurt myself in Long Jump you're absolutely correct .
I went first time , disqualified , but i passed the line . It was like , whooa..... haha I can jump man . Teacher was like saying I have a big body mass that's why I go far.
I went second time , disqulified again , but crossed the line too .Teacher asked me to go again . i said i'll pass , since i won't compete anyway .But my chinese was like giving the bad face day , and said " TRY !!! YOU MUST !!!"
I went the third time , from a stance , to a slow jog , to a rapid acceleration and , "THOOM" I jump and landed . But due to unsteady landing , and exerting forwad force , I went on to my knees , and a sommersault followed ,then I flipped back on my feet .
But then , my knee start hurting with a terrible looking Cut ( its a lot of scraches , and the surrounding is all bruised up ), and a bone in my lower spine hurts .
Its been a looooong time since I've hurt my knees. Its like so hot and painful , I wish i was claire bennete from heroes .
but once again , as i felt the pain , I realised one thing .
Not God . Just human . I question myself , why do I always want to pretend god . always trying to do things that only God can do . For example . changing the hearts of man .
We are God's humble servants. And we serve an immeasurable God , but why sometimes , we keep trying to take things into our own hands .
Just like pastor paul kim tai said , the easy parts , we do . The hard parts , LEAVE IT TO GOD .
I Just want to say , sometimes our stress , hurts , may just come from this point of playing god , for wad god does we certainly cannot do . Therefore we will always be dissapointed .
Leave things into God's hands . trust him . Obey .