I'm uniquely distorted.

We are beautiful in God's eyes .

Like it or not ...... we are .

Maybe not on the outside ...

But always some way ON the inside .

Sometimes its really hard to believe ,

That God would die for filth like me .

like it or not .... God did die for us .

Because we are beautiful in his eyes .

Beautiful.

EVERYTHING TO ME

Jesus Christ,
King Of Glory,
Lord Of all we praise You,
Forever Your name will be praised,
In heaven and earth always,

Jesus Christ,
You're my saviour,
And I will run after You,
For You are the Son of God and,
King over all the world,


And I will never stop praising You,
For all the things You've done for me,
And I'll b Yours forever,
Jesus you're everything to me,

Jesus You're everything to me

Personally , I really love this song . Watching the video , I could feel the lyris come to live .

" And I Will Never Stop Praising You !!!"

Signing out .

Teenz Camp 09 "Entheos"

where is this?look at the view.yes its Teez Camp 09 "Entheos"!this is the view out of the balcony.

k la i am so bo liao now so i shall do the update.will just be blogging about cell group overall, my own experience and what i encounter will be in my personal blog=)

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1st Day: when i arrived at church,i felt so great,cox i had missed church for consecutive 3 weeks due to some commitments out of church like the bike hike, 30 hours famine camp etc.so basically went to camp with the mood: "hey its gonna be another period of enjoyment~!"

ofcox happy to get to see the younger cell members like Jerry, Tse Kirk etc.bus ride ain't any exciting so anyways.when i arrived at the campsite,AGAIN for the 3rd time,i am appointed as one of the group leader for games.nah i am not complaining i was chosen as the group leader,but it's fun!always enjoy being the group leader because can talk rot and make my group HIGH.at least i am not those that monologue kind.got to know some of my group members.games were fun playing as a group,though we din't reli played well for the IQ and Transporter stations.and though our eggs seemed to be so well-covered and protected,all 3 still broke in the end=\ but enjoyed the fun with the people.nite game was the highlight.i guess no need to explain how the whole game goes about,too leychey to do so,but just want to say it so similar with the traditonal Hwa Chong war games i had in my school orientation.just that what i had in school is in a much larger scale.in school we used water bombs instead of the lited candles.this kind of game is the best cox it is action-based and it involves everyone!XD

i was appointed as the room leader and those who stayed in the same room as me were Jerry, Tse Kirk, Ming Wei, Ming Wai, cute cute William and Jabez!well felt nice because i always wanted opportunities to interact more with the younger cell members in my cg.and got to interact more with Jabez too=)

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2nd Day: we had sermons, and our 1st workshop,FGC's got talent.i was appointed as one of the group leader,AGAIN!,and felt really shocked.we were to present a short 8min skit/performance with only 2 hours of dicussion and rehearsal time given.man.nearly kelam-kabut.luckily See Hwee and Linda(my DaDa jie) was there to help me.and some of the people in my group poured out suggestions and ideas too.thank them nak-nyak man.i chose the theme "The Secrets 不能说的秘密" and we started working out our plans.great feeling after putting up the show when we gave our best.thank you people! well for Vincent's group "大长今", he was the group leader too!and guess what?he led his group so well that he won 1st!haha *clap clap* i voted for his group too and i think they deserved it.brilliant work, Vincent.

ni lah curi from Isabell.forgot to take a pic of it, so curi.ok i acknowledge ur credit liao so dun say whatever copyright blah blah.haha.

for cell group at night, as usual its the fun-time.Tse Kirk with his forever-playful-attitude finds people to wrestle,especially me(andidunnoforwhatreasonalso).so let's let the pictures do the talking.haha. had great time playing together as a cell group^^

all started with Tse Kirk irritating others.look at where Tse Kirk is *stepping* and where Ming Wei is *punching*.haha.

so the action starts.

and they wrestle.poor Tse Kirk.

gosh our dear Tse Kirk just loves to wrestle everyone.

how much more playful can a kid be?

look at the "2-hand sign".how does he still have time to pose for the pic while wrestling?damn cute la~


now's my time to get into action.haha.


eh pic blur la.pigpig.

finally he can sit still and take a decent pic.Tse Kirk cutecute neh~

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3rd day: sermons as usual, and had our prayer workshop in the noon.this was the time i felt blessed the most,great time.i went around to encourage our younger cell members to pray and ask for something,not to attend teenz camp and gain nothing when they get home.felt really nice when i saw some of them trying hard to pray,seeing their desire for God.well but there is still much room for them to grow,so guys reach ur potential ok!keep it up.

*sermon time camwhore pics*

nite time we had the usual makan session.had extra "liao" for our cup noodles cox the games comm had leftover eggs unused for the games and thus we were fortunate to had some!

and then wrestling-time again.play and play and play...non-stop.but something serious did happen when our big brother got really furious with a cell member cox he play till went out of control.i wouldn't want to talk about the details as it isn't nice to do so,just hope that he can grow up la.act like a 13 year old, ok?know when to play and when to get serious, practice more self-control.u are still our great cell member.

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4th day: nothing much to blog about this, as oure TAWG was so-so la.all the time like that.just felt that this camp was a great time to bond with the younger members in our cg,thank God for this good opportunity.hope we can bond more often and have cg outings=) ok here's a pic of our cg!

oh and actually the sermons were really great, pastor james was really good.i mean he is good and will be good all the time.lols.mm there's so much that he mentioned but will just post out a phrase i caught and thought was really good, "things are never difficult,it's just that we are not used to doing it.once we make it a habit,they will seem so easy." nice phrase by pastor james yeah,so well this phrase is to encourage all of u who reads this blog.remember this with heart!

( all other photos are up on facebook^^ )

ciaoz
St. -rEuBeN -

Camp 2009 : entheos .

TEENz Camp is here . tomorrow it is .

What should I long for , Games ? Friends ? Girls ?

Or should it be worship .

Aaron Cheng once told me ,

To him , TEENz Camp is about a bunch of God seeking people ,

Coming together to whole heartedly worship him .

Its not wrong to look forward to the games ,

The workshop , Or maybe the pretty girls that you may meet

Again and again for 4 days .

But let us put our focus on God .

Listen to sermon , Learn something .

Trust me , the sermon is going to be VERY beneficial .

Cause I watched the Speaker work his sweat into the message

Sleeping an average of 4 hours a day .

So look forward to it.

Prepare yourself for a life changing encounter .

Vincent tan .

Man of a mighty God .

Report - May 18 ( fellowship , love , friends , church , existence)

Proving God's existence -Thinking of how blissful life has been for the past few months my life , I couldn't do anything but be gratified for how faithful god has been in my life ..... in our life ..... in everyone's life . God is there whether you see him or not . 

I've been thinking for a moment , about how can I prove God's existence . How do I prove that everything around me happens by coincidence , that we ARE the gaurdians of our own pitiful life . The answer was shown to me , in very indifferent ways . And you'll be amazed , that you can't prove God doesn't exist . Because GOD Is .... 

You may ask , "Prove to me God is real !" . The thing is ... Are you going to believe if I can prove his existence ? So what if I can prove it to you ? 

You know what ... I can't , and I won't . Because what greater prove is there , than a perfect encouter with God himself . Just one glimpse , one touch , an experience beyond memory . That is God , and if you ask me such a question , i'll leave you to god and let him prove himself to you .

Look for God , not for answers that proves God . 

CELLGROUP - It has been great , we've had new recruites to this family. They're JACKREN , YUAN ZHE , WILLIAM , Zi Kirk , Joel and VICENTI . It is my greatest regret that I do not possess a proper camera , so that I can show you their youthful faces . They have so far been a challenge to us , and great lessons in many ways . I believe God has big plans for them , and every minute I invest in them , is an investment in God's kingdom . " Let the children come to me , and do not forbid them , for such is the kingdom of heaven " (...... they are really small , if you're comparing them to me . =] ) 

LOVE - In the past few weeks , I've been reminded again by this verse . "You have forsaken your first love " from revelation 2:2-3 . It strucked like a bell . It was clear , that i've been stranding from God . And thus i felt guilty , because what he gave was for more worth than us stranding away from him . If you forget his love , look to the cross . You should have been the one there , and he took the place for you . That is love .

FRIENDS - Friends come and go . Sometimes I feel the urge to tell them they're wrong . They're following the footsteps to hell . They are living towards the life of the world . And yet i did not tell them . The question is , should I? Is it right to tell someone you're judgement against the world ?Being so torn between what is right and what seems to be compromising . Should i even be fussing over all this ? Or is it Better to just take a step back and pray , and let God do the work ? Remember this and remember it well , Only god can change a man's heart .We can only pray , and encourage .

CHURCH- What is the reason have we come to church for ? Since young we've been thought , the church is a holy temple of god , where people worship God . And i still believe that statement hangs on strong . However we've been forgetting that simple reason . We come to church to see our friends instead . We come to church to entertaint ourself . We come to church to find mates . ARE THESE THE REASONS GOD BUILDS THE CHURCH FOR ? Fine , the bible says we need to fellowship .But what is the point of fellowshiping in church , when GOD is left out of the picture. Think about it , nothing is worth , without God as the center of it all . 

Signing out , poof ~

Vincent , 

Man of mighty God .

With everything .

To be frank . I didn;t thought the song was good until i saw this video . And i could feel the heart's cry pf the people ; the hunger for God . Singing " JESUS OUR GOD , GREAT AND MIGHTY "  Do take out a few minutes to watch this video , it streamed quite fast for me . Worship God and ask yourself how much do you hunger for God.

" Dear father God , I pray that you heal all of Joseph's sicknesses and pain . That he may live for your glory your fame .In your name i pray , Amen "

Vincent .

Boiology : Rapid Transformation

This Video is done when people start getting curious about skeletons . =]