::Brotherhood::

Oh Lord : prosper me chap 1

2010-01-05T23:44:00.005+08:00

No , prosperity meal dun really prosper you , it just burn a hole in your pocket for something that's not worth.

Isaiah 25:1

" Oh lord , I will exalt you , and praise your name , for in perfect faithfulness , you have done marvelous things , things you have planned long ago ."

Psalms 37:4

"Delight yourself in the Lord , and he will give you the desires of your heart."

Through this two verse I've learnt 1 thing.

"Love God , prosper , but Love God first, above all else.

The more you love God , the least your will leave for the blessings he will give you , thus he can give you more ."

Delight yourself in the Lord and Love God.

Sounds easy ?

Actually not. . . but

God made sure that he gave us obstacles that are possible to pass ...

When you feel that God has given you something too hard , It means its time to call for help ...

His help.

Because he wants you to.

Because that is the reason problems exist.

That God will have a reason to intervene in your life.

Ask

God,

and

Believe.

" And all that is left is to be amazed"

-Canon IXUS 95IS-

Vincent,

"Man of a mighty God."

Girlfriend.

2009-12-23T00:06:00.002+08:00

Since my cellgroup is made up of guys . I'm going to throw out a question .

Is having a girlfriend during teenage worth it ?

When is the best time for having a girlfriend ?

Vincent.

Beauty Talk : The Technology Deception.

2009-12-04T17:53:00.003+08:00

As you can see , beauty on the outside doesn't mean everything , though sometimes it may mean something , but what matters most is still what that is inside. Technology development is increasing its pace , nobody can stop it , they can change the way we look like what has been done in the video .

^"14 For by one offering He has perfected forever those who are being sanctified." Hebrews 10:12

We are perfected by God. Each one of us is beautiful. Some place , somewhere , we are , though in many places we aren't. But that is what makes life beautiful isn't it ?

We can never be perfect in human eyes. So here's what , cut the chase , and try to please the eye of God instead , and blessings will surely follow.

So what can I do to please the eye of God ? Here are three guidelines you can follow .

1. Love God

"Love the lord your God with all your hear , with all your soul and with all your mind."

2. Love Man

" Love your neighbours , as yourself.

Vincent.

Ask and It will be given.

2009-12-02T11:41:00.003+08:00

Mathew 7:7 "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you."

Sometimes in life , we do not see God. We ask for God, beg for God , and some of us just grow despair , and many back slided.

And maybe the key may lie in NOT ASKING ANYTHING FROM GOD.

Here's an illustration.

A man , very rich , fell sick . He knew a doctor , and he knew the doctor had the cure. But he didn't believe in the doctor. He died. Why ? Simple because he didn't believe , he didn't give the doctor a chance to prove to him that the cure works . If he could just ask , he would be given the cure , and he would live.

In the same way , we should just stop procrastinating , and start asking God for anything and everything ( beneficial ) . No harm asking right ? Its not like GOD's going to zap you with thunder if you ask for the wrong things, and its not like there's nothing God cannot do.

So ask something from God today , and believe.

" Dear lord Jesus , I pray that I can get an A for my physics and chemistry test that is to come. In Jesus name I pray , Amen.

Where the loves lasts forever.

2009-10-08T01:34:00.002+08:00

Found it in one of the live albums ( I Heart Revolution ) of Hillsong United Live , " Where the love lasts forever , it speaks of how God's love is always there , and we can count on it . It pretty much hit me when I heard the first line , " Your mercy found me , Upon the broken road ". The chorus was good , talking about giving our life back to God . And last of all , God's love lasts forever. Listen with your heart open wide.

Be ministered.

Your mercy found me,
Upon the broken road,
And lifted me beyond my failing,
Into Your glory,
My sin and shame dissolved,
And now forever Yours I’ll stand.

(Pre-Chorus)
In love never to end,
To call You more than Lord,
Glorious friend.

(Chorus)
So I throw my life upon all You are,
‘Cause I know You gave it all for me,
And when all else fades,
My soul will dance with You,
Where the love lasts forever.

(Bridge)
And forever I will sing,
Lord forever I will sing,
Of how You gave Your life away,
Just to save me, Lord You saved me.

With You, where the love lasts forever.

St.Vincent.

2009-09-30T23:03:00.001+08:00

The upcoming event would be Pizza Day . Hope you guys get ready and put on your thinking caps to think of a creative way of making of a CREATIVE PIZZA. =]

See you guys soon . =]

Vincent .

Hols , a new revelation .

2009-09-22T16:33:00.002+08:00

Knowing God is a privilege . Whether or not you use it is up to you . Whether or not you can show God's glory is also up to you . God is love , and evrything about God is about love . Want Love ? Look for God .

I've had my procrastinations , and I fought them and found god again . Now its up to you to live up to God's name , all ye children of God .

Do not love God because he died for you and you felt like you've owed everything to him , which indeed you do . But love God because he first loved you .

Vincent .

I'm uniquely distorted.

2009-08-21T20:30:00.003+08:00

We are beautiful in God's eyes .

Like it or not ...... we are .

Maybe not on the outside ...

But always some way ON the inside .

Sometimes its really hard to believe ,

That God would die for filth like me .

like it or not .... God did die for us .

Because we are beautiful in his eyes .

Beautiful.

EVERYTHING TO ME

2009-07-01T02:05:00.002+08:00

Jesus Christ,
King Of Glory,
Lord Of all we praise You,
Forever Your name will be praised,
In heaven and earth always,

Jesus Christ,
You're my saviour,
And I will run after You,
For You are the Son of God and,
King over all the world,

And I will never stop praising You,
For all the things You've done for me,
And I'll b Yours forever,
Jesus you're everything to me,

Jesus You're everything to me

Personally , I really love this song . Watching the video , I could feel the lyris come to live .

" And I Will Never Stop Praising You !!!"

Signing out .

Teenz Camp 09 "Entheos"

2009-06-19T16:30:00.019+08:00

where is this?look at the view.yes its Teez Camp 09 "Entheos"!this is the view out of the balcony.

k la i am so bo liao now so i shall do the update.will just be blogging about cell group overall, my own experience and what i encounter will be in my personal blog=)

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1st Day: when i arrived at church,i felt so great,cox i had missed church for consecutive 3 weeks due to some commitments out of church like the bike hike, 30 hours famine camp etc.so basically went to camp with the mood: "hey its gonna be another period of enjoyment~!"

ofcox happy to get to see the younger cell members like Jerry, Tse Kirk etc.bus ride ain't any exciting so anyways.when i arrived at the campsite,AGAIN for the 3rd time,i am appointed as one of the group leader for games.nah i am not complaining i was chosen as the group leader,but it's fun!always enjoy being the group leader because can talk rot and make my group HIGH.at least i am not those that monologue kind.got to know some of my group members.games were fun playing as a group,though we din't reli played well for the IQ and Transporter stations.and though our eggs seemed to be so well-covered and protected,all 3 still broke in the end=\ but enjoyed the fun with the people.nite game was the highlight.i guess no need to explain how the whole game goes about,too leychey to do so,but just want to say it so similar with the traditonal Hwa Chong war games i had in my school orientation.just that what i had in school is in a much larger scale.in school we used water bombs instead of the lited candles.this kind of game is the best cox it is action-based and it involves everyone!XD

i was appointed as the room leader and those who stayed in the same room as me were Jerry, Tse Kirk, Ming Wei, Ming Wai, cute cute William and Jabez!well felt nice because i always wanted opportunities to interact more with the younger cell members in my cg.and got to interact more with Jabez too=)

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2nd Day: we had sermons, and our 1st workshop,FGC's got talent.i was appointed as one of the group leader,AGAIN!,and felt really shocked.we were to present a short 8min skit/performance with only 2 hours of dicussion and rehearsal time given.man.nearly kelam-kabut.luckily See Hwee and Linda(my DaDa jie) was there to help me.and some of the people in my group poured out suggestions and ideas too.thank them nak-nyak man.i chose the theme "The Secrets 不能说的秘密" and we started working out our plans.great feeling after putting up the show when we gave our best.thank you people! well for Vincent's group "大长今", he was the group leader too!and guess what?he led his group so well that he won 1st!haha *clap clap* i voted for his group too and i think they deserved it.brilliant work, Vincent.

ni lah curi from Isabell.forgot to take a pic of it, so curi.ok i acknowledge ur credit liao so dun say whatever copyright blah blah.haha.

for cell group at night, as usual its the fun-time.Tse Kirk with his forever-playful-attitude finds people to wrestle,especially me(andidunnoforwhatreasonalso).so let's let the pictures do the talking.haha. had great time playing together as a cell group^^

all started with Tse Kirk irritating others.look at where Tse Kirk is *stepping* and where Ming Wei is *punching*.haha.

so the action starts.

and they wrestle.poor Tse Kirk.

gosh our dear Tse Kirk just loves to wrestle everyone.

how much more playful can a kid be?

look at the "2-hand sign".how does he still have time to pose for the pic while wrestling?damn cute la~

now's my time to get into action.haha.

eh pic blur la.pigpig.

finally he can sit still and take a decent pic.Tse Kirk cutecute neh~

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3rd day: sermons as usual, and had our prayer workshop in the noon.this was the time i felt blessed the most,great time.i went around to encourage our younger cell members to pray and ask for something,not to attend teenz camp and gain nothing when they get home.felt really nice when i saw some of them trying hard to pray,seeing their desire for God.well but there is still much room for them to grow,so guys reach ur potential ok!keep it up.

*sermon time camwhore pics*

nite time we had the usual makan session.had extra "liao" for our cup noodles cox the games comm had leftover eggs unused for the games and thus we were fortunate to had some!

and then wrestling-time again.play and play and play...non-stop.but something serious did happen when our big brother got really furious with a cell member cox he play till went out of control.i wouldn't want to talk about the details as it isn't nice to do so,just hope that he can grow up la.act like a 13 year old, ok?know when to play and when to get serious, practice more self-control.u are still our great cell member.

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4th day: nothing much to blog about this, as oure TAWG was so-so la.all the time like that.just felt that this camp was a great time to bond with the younger members in our cg,thank God for this good opportunity.hope we can bond more often and have cg outings=) ok here's a pic of our cg!

oh and actually the sermons were really great, pastor james was really good.i mean he is good and will be good all the time.lols.mm there's so much that he mentioned but will just post out a phrase i caught and thought was really good, "things are never difficult,it's just that we are not used to doing it.once we make it a habit,they will seem so easy." nice phrase by pastor james yeah,so well this phrase is to encourage all of u who reads this blog.remember this with heart!

( all other photos are up on facebook^^ )

ciaoz
St. -rEuBeN -

Camp 2009 : entheos .

2009-06-09T11:30:00.002+08:00

TEENz Camp is here . tomorrow it is .

What should I long for , Games ? Friends ? Girls ?

Or should it be worship .

Aaron Cheng once told me ,

To him , TEENz Camp is about a bunch of God seeking people ,

Coming together to whole heartedly worship him .

Its not wrong to look forward to the games ,

The workshop , Or maybe the pretty girls that you may meet

Again and again for 4 days .

But let us put our focus on God .

Listen to sermon , Learn something .

Trust me , the sermon is going to be VERY beneficial .

Cause I watched the Speaker work his sweat into the message

Sleeping an average of 4 hours a day .

So look forward to it.

Prepare yourself for a life changing encounter .

Vincent tan .

Man of a mighty God .

Report - May 18 ( fellowship , love , friends , church , existence)

2009-05-18T22:56:00.005+08:00

Proving God's existence -Thinking of how blissful life has been for the past few months my life , I couldn't do anything but be gratified for how faithful god has been in my life ..... in our life ..... in everyone's life . God is there whether you see him or not .

I've been thinking for a moment , about how can I prove God's existence . How do I prove that everything around me happens by coincidence , that we ARE the gaurdians of our own pitiful life . The answer was shown to me , in very indifferent ways . And you'll be amazed , that you can't prove God doesn't exist . Because GOD Is ....

You may ask , "Prove to me God is real !" . The thing is ... Are you going to believe if I can prove his existence ? So what if I can prove it to you ?

You know what ... I can't , and I won't . Because what greater prove is there , than a perfect encouter with God himself . Just one glimpse , one touch , an experience beyond memory . That is God , and if you ask me such a question , i'll leave you to god and let him prove himself to you .

Look for God , not for answers that proves God .

CELLGROUP - It has been great , we've had new recruites to this family. They're JACKREN , YUAN ZHE , WILLIAM , Zi Kirk , Joel and VICENTI . It is my greatest regret that I do not possess a proper camera , so that I can show you their youthful faces . They have so far been a challenge to us , and great lessons in many ways . I believe God has big plans for them , and every minute I invest in them , is an investment in God's kingdom . " Let the children come to me , and do not forbid them , for such is the kingdom of heaven " (...... they are really small , if you're comparing them to me . =] )

LOVE - In the past few weeks , I've been reminded again by this verse . "You have forsaken your first love " from revelation 2:2-3 . It strucked like a bell . It was clear , that i've been stranding from God . And thus i felt guilty , because what he gave was for more worth than us stranding away from him . If you forget his love , look to the cross . You should have been the one there , and he took the place for you . That is love .

FRIENDS - Friends come and go . Sometimes I feel the urge to tell them they're wrong . They're following the footsteps to hell . They are living towards the life of the world . And yet i did not tell them . The question is , should I? Is it right to tell someone you're judgement against the world ?Being so torn between what is right and what seems to be compromising . Should i even be fussing over all this ? Or is it Better to just take a step back and pray , and let God do the work ? Remember this and remember it well , Only god can change a man's heart .We can only pray , and encourage .

CHURCH- What is the reason have we come to church for ? Since young we've been thought , the church is a holy temple of god , where people worship God . And i still believe that statement hangs on strong . However we've been forgetting that simple reason . We come to church to see our friends instead . We come to church to entertaint ourself . We come to church to find mates . ARE THESE THE REASONS GOD BUILDS THE CHURCH FOR ? Fine , the bible says we need to fellowship .But what is the point of fellowshiping in church , when GOD is left out of the picture. Think about it , nothing is worth , without God as the center of it all .

Signing out , poof ~

Vincent ,

Man of mighty God .

With everything .

2009-05-04T00:46:00.002+08:00

To be frank . I didn;t thought the song was good until i saw this video . And i could feel the heart's cry pf the people ; the hunger for God . Singing " JESUS OUR GOD , GREAT AND MIGHTY " Do take out a few minutes to watch this video , it streamed quite fast for me . Worship God and ask yourself how much do you hunger for God.

" Dear father God , I pray that you heal all of Joseph's sicknesses and pain . That he may live for your glory your fame .In your name i pray , Amen "

Vincent .

Boiology : Rapid Transformation

2009-04-19T16:02:00.003+08:00

This Video is done when people start getting curious about skeletons . =]

Question?

2009-04-17T00:53:00.002+08:00

So here I am , after sometime. And I have a question.

What is it in life that we are really looking for?

Throw in your comments . and be truthful and honest.

Vincent

耶稣死了吗？

2009-04-09T18:08:00.005+08:00

耶稣死了

但是祂却从死里复活了！

In the end, it will be OK.
If it is not OK, it is not the end!

Press On!
Jesus is praying for us now in the heaven.

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-30T19:24:00.002+08:00

FAK IS THE ONLY WORD I WANNA SAY NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sry for the bad word......

prinCe

Tagged

2009-02-16T16:59:00.002+08:00

i got tagged by Fiona Boon . Old friend from tebrau

Whoever who gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/her:

1.Her name is....Fiona BOOM

2. She 's awfully nice , friendly , and pretty

3.She's got an Indian DRIVER .

4.She's shorter than me . =x

5.Slapped my Senior in front of me in the first week of my form 1 days . But seriously that guy deserved it . Good going Fiona !!!

6.Has a good sense of fashion

7.Independent

8. Single ?

9. Has a certain level of leadership that's worth admiring .

10.Always smiling . =]

The person who got tagged has to write 10 things about himself/herself:

1. I'm abnormal in growth and size . Had early puberty. 17 this year , and have been 176cm and 90kgs since 14 . YEAH , SINCE 14

2. I was known as " two faced " I scolded a junior till she cried . And i could laugh like a jerk the next second , vice versa

3.I've always been different in thoughts and opinions . Some people think I'm too matured that they regard me as a freak . For example , when i think of a relationship between a girl and a boy , first thing i would think is marriage .

4. I'm beginning to love jazz more than rock or blues. I play guitars . I hate lousy-show-of-bands .

5 Vincent is very quiet at home .

6.Vincent likes mature , independant , and wise kind of girl . And detests the the " act cutes " . but , it doesn't mean i hate immature girls , they are just Yet-To-Grow kind of girls .hahaa

7.I'm a pretty good imitator, and I love to make people around me happy .

8.I cook a lil bit , and like to invent my own recipies.

9. I always talked too much , no matter the occasion .

10. I love God. Jesus .

At the end, you have to chose 10 people to tag and write the names out:

1. Wenyi .

2. Caleb

3. Jaslyn

4. Charles

5. Joseph lok

6. Rueben

7. Victor

8. Nicole Ong

9. Jasmine

10.Alan

Adios , CALEB CHANDRA PILLAY

2009-02-09T23:43:00.002+08:00

. Caleb Chandra Pillay .

Man of a Mighty God

With greatest thanks , and gratitude

I say from the bottom of my heart ,

Thank you for being a friend .

A Lil history of me and caleb :

I Got to know Caleb as long as my memory could tell me . I think as young as 3. But my guess is he knew me even i was younger . He was three years older than me , and still is . I remember playing with him a lot when i meet him every friday ( in care group ) and sunday ( in church , the bakawali lot .) And I remember the time when I Boasted how hard it was to spell the word C.A.R ( i was 4 and he was 7 ) , and he embarrassed me by spelling it in my face almost intantly =x .hahhahaha , it was funny then .I got to know Caleb Chandra's full name when i was 4 , when his brother( joseph ) told me.

At age 5 , I got to trully understand that he is a half chinese and half indian , and to know that his father is an indian ( cause i always thought indians have a red dot between the eyes =x ).

Around 7 we were good friends , with a bunch of other children whose parent's were pioneers of the church . There were , me , Caleb , Joseph , Denise , Nicole , Zachary ( zoe wasn't born yet , sorry ) , Sameul , Sarah , Sharon, Joel , Rebekah , Benjamin , Charissa , Belicia , Jeremy , Janice , Joanne , Aaron and maybe someothers that my memory has failed to tell me =x .We were young and WE ..... RUN FREE .... hahaa . It was good memory . I remember the time where all the kids had differrent generation of digimon gadgets and Takamochi digital pets , my parents and calebs parent's didn't want us to play , and so we were like the kids who stood together and watch the others play .... ish i sound so dramatic . haha ....

Around 10 , i got see him lesser , as I don't see him that much anymore , because there was a new service in church call the sat night service . And I attend the sunday morning services . So we dun meet.

Around 13-15 , I started to stay back after TEENz ( which was before sat night services ) to have guitar classes . So i got to talk to them more often . We talk more and became Really good friends . We talked about music , life and Girls . Speaking about girls , I remember in 2006 , when i went to G.A.P missions in thailand with him , we slept in the same Wooden Chalet on the hills . We slept together on the wooden floor and talked all night about girls , NOT KNOWING WE WERE HEARD BY THE GIRLS IN THE NEXT CHALET . ( Crap!!! ) . So yeah , it was quite memorable . I remember him having girl problem when Miss Foon yew girl , Miss E , and RBC came into his life one after another . Thus , making him a good advisor for me when different girls came in my life too ( Okay i'll make it fair , they were miss tkl , miss k.o, miss S.a , miss J.L ) . But still , despite his numerous advices , i still played with fire and got burned ( sorry bro) . We became good music mates as sometimes supply him with new Christian music and he suplies me with some good stuff too . I remember the time when we had a rave for switchfoot and later Relient K ( it was then i was severely Punk-e-tized. =p )

At 15 , We wrote our first song together , " Catch the Fire " which became the TEENz Camp 2007 camp song . Around the same year , we had crazy ideas like starting a small designing company call " GOBSMAK " of which never came to be . haha ... In the same year i went in to some deep girl problem , where he stood by me . And of which i thank him too .

At 16 , We were into things a lot , trying to write more songs , tried out new stuff , trying to join band competitions. I went into higher ranks in WMM Musicians as he got into a higher level to as he started worship leading. We jam a lot after sat night services , always me caleb and Jospeph ( my loyal friend and drummer ) . We discuss about music , dynamics in music , and how those music would help us . We became "quite the same" in the way we rate girls , have about the same taste of music , really good friends .

At 17 , we wrote our last song before he left for tasmania , its not done yet , but it will be . Soon .

Yesterday , I was there to see him off , to go into the departure gates , i didn't cry . And i'm not sure why . Maybe becuse i'm happy for him , to see how God has led him to greater heights , greater levels of life . I truly thank God for a friend like him .

Vincent Tan .

Friend, And Fellow Song Writer , bandmate . =]

( ps: this written for you , caleb , hope you saw this =].)

Happy Belated Birthday!

2009-01-15T20:17:00.002+08:00

This is a very special blog post posted for Vincent.
First thing I've got to say, sorry that I've forgotten to make the post yesterday.
Secondly, Happy Belated Birthday!
Thirdly, Happy 7th years Anniversary of knowing you. (And so giving me the inspiration of my logo, and yours.)
Forthly, nothing else really important.
Fifthly, you may give me your Ibanez RG370DX as my b'day present in return if you're like touched that I made this post.
Sixthly, if you think I'm joking, you're so very wrong.
Seventhly, Happy Belated Birthday anyway.
Eighthly, good year good start, good aged good go. (LOL, does that even make sense).
Ninthly, just typing craps to make the post looks longer, nicer, more professional.
Tenthly or lastly, Happy Belated Birthday and bye. XD

*Seriously that I've got nothing better to do, whole loads of homeworks in front of me awaits to be done. LOL.

Xizhe. =)

Hurt my knee

2009-01-15T19:32:00.004+08:00

Today I've hurt my knee . Seriously , its been many moons ago that i've hurt my knee . and it really hurts . the following is wad happened .

I had sports day try-outs/training . I went through different kind of stuff like Running ( i'm really no good at this ) , Short Putt , Discus , and Long Jump.

If you guessed that I've hurt myself in Long Jump you're absolutely correct .

I went first time , disqualified , but i passed the line . It was like , whooa..... haha I can jump man . Teacher was like saying I have a big body mass that's why I go far.

I went second time , disqulified again , but crossed the line too .Teacher asked me to go again . i said i'll pass , since i won't compete anyway .But my chinese was like giving the bad face day , and said " TRY !!! YOU MUST !!!"

I went the third time , from a stance , to a slow jog , to a rapid acceleration and , "THOOM" I jump and landed . But due to unsteady landing , and exerting forwad force , I went on to my knees , and a sommersault followed ,then I flipped back on my feet .

But then , my knee start hurting with a terrible looking Cut ( its a lot of scraches , and the surrounding is all bruised up ), and a bone in my lower spine hurts .

Its been a looooong time since I've hurt my knees. Its like so hot and painful , I wish i was claire bennete from heroes .

but once again , as i felt the pain , I realised one thing .

I'm Human

Not God . Just human . I question myself , why do I always want to pretend god . always trying to do things that only God can do . For example . changing the hearts of man .

We are God's humble servants. And we serve an immeasurable God , but why sometimes , we keep trying to take things into our own hands .

Just like pastor paul kim tai said , the easy parts , we do . The hard parts , LEAVE IT TO GOD .

I Just want to say , sometimes our stress , hurts , may just come from this point of playing god , for wad god does we certainly cannot do . Therefore we will always be dissapointed .

Leave things into God's hands . trust him . Obey .

St.Vincent .

WAT WRONG WITH ME AND YOU

2009-01-15T13:09:00.002+08:00

BEing so tired lately.... bro HOW?? tried de.... haiyo... maybe it time for me to rest de... who ever wanna read or not happy with me pls do post a comment here i wanna know.... maybe im being the bad one lately... but i did regret it at all .... i'll tell you wat happen la ST. ReuBen.... i just SEND a E.MAIL to him and her.... OPP i think everyone can see this i don care la... you not happy come talk to me... YOU HAVE my PERMISSION TO DO SO ok????? THANK... THAT ALL...
P\S prince....... don feel well...

17th birthday

2009-01-15T01:16:00.001+08:00

A very blessed Birthday to me . I know I have been extremely estatic today . its like i've seriously taken some estacy .

Thanks to my father who text me eventhough he's in some island in china.

And mom too .

Thanks to my lovely bunch of classmates , who yelled " Happy Birthday Vincent " in the compound where thousands of students gather . Getting so much attention, I returned a graceful bow in gratitude.hahahha

thanks to Philip tan from melbourne , Agnes from Ohio State Uni , US . Rebekah cheng from UK . Zhen yang from KL . Denise Ong From KL .

And Jeremy and Joanne Chian , Amy Liew , Caleb Chandra , Ong Xi Zhe . Tew Bai Er ,Luke Lim , Peter Ng , Aunty Lynn , Uncle Koon ....From JB .

And of course special thanks to my respected aunt Ming Hui , who gave me some good advices .

Special thanks to my cell leader joseph lok . and a bunch of people he brought to my house IN A VAN . Charles , Sarah , Salem , Joshua goh , hui peng .

Thanks to Amy and huihui , who sang me a happy birthday song .

Thanks to my fellow prefects , who wanted to a-lo-ba , me , but didn't have enough people to carry me . hahhaha

Thanks to all those people who did wish me happy birthday , and I forgot , really sorry . But you guys were cool too .

And thanks to those people who said would buy me a gift on birthday But didn't , never mind , you thoughts were counted . still love you guys .

thanks to all of you , you guys have made me one happy man .

Vincent , Birthday Boy . =]

Update.

2009-01-11T20:56:00.004+08:00

What you wanted, Vince.
The new logo uploaded.
Tell me what you think.
=)

2009

2009-01-02T21:12:00.002+08:00

I'm going to keep this post short and sweet . ( hope you guys liked the new header , it took me quite some effort , due to unable use of photoshop =x )

-Basically , a new year to me its just a new start . Eventhough we fall again and again . We should never ever give up hope , so much so we give up the chance of a New Start .

-Even if you have given up hope on yourself , here's a word from my grandmother ,

" The end of man , is the begininning of Christ"

Give God a chance .

Vincent tan .

LoveGod.LoveMan.LoveTheMinistry .

christmas .

2008-12-22T20:56:00.002+08:00

Christmas is here. Remember its all about Jesus . Not santa claus .

15 souls were saved the first night , and the 40++ the following .

Do pray for the upcoming christmas rally . Your prayer is very much needed .

Vincente

A.L.B.U.M

2008-12-19T00:45:00.003+08:00

I'm Just SO excited. the album is FINALLY out. bring money . buy it . its good.

what can wash away my sins .

2008-12-17T23:57:00.004+08:00

Not long ago yesterday , out of boredom I searched my computer for a video to watch . I use to remember having to collect the "nicely done " videos. I was thinking maybe watch a music video or some comedy tht I have. However , I found video that i didn't know i had . It was called the gospel in 6 minutes , by this pastor , John Piper .

And to my astonishment , I was pretty touched by one of his sentences .

"You'll Never , never , never , never ,never , never , never , never never , never never , Never , outgrow your need for the gospel . You should never think of the gospel as , ' That's the way you get saved ' and then you get STRONG by leaving it and doing something else .

NO .

We are STRENGTHEN by the gospel EVERYDAY till the day we drop . We'll never outgrow the need to preach to ourself about the gospel till the day we drop . "

Okay , few sentence ...... but IT HIT ME . Its like whoa........ I've never heard this before . I always thought the gospel was for just the newbies . But this message has thought me differently . Telling me I will never ever outgrow my need for the gospel .

WHAT IS THE GOSPEL ?

Jesus came into the world , not only to die , but to destroy the power of hell and death , SIN. That we may be saved to live with him in eternity . He did all through the gospel , the act of the cross.

I needed the gospel , I needed to preach to myself the gospel ,that Jesus you are God , the only God , and only your Blood could wash away my Sin , like nothing else can ever do . I needed to confess, that I am a sinner , but I have been made pure by the love of Christ .Where there is NO Condemnation . And that i may be set free , FORGIVEN .

I needed it , so did you ....

Vincent tan

I love Jesus

2008-12-05T01:58:00.004+08:00

And I am not afraid to say it!

So if YOU love Jesus too,
POST this picture in your blog!

Let us just see how many of us really,
really LOVE Jesus!& would stand up for Him!

JESUS LOVE YOU

Draw me Close to you

2008-11-25T22:07:00.003+08:00

A terribly beautiful song .
this song touched me , like a need of a prodigal son .
As the days pass , we live our lives our way ,

lazy

procrastinating

sucked in , by the suductions of the world .

And in this , my little prayer

" Draw me close to you "

Draw me close to You
Never let me go
I lay it all down again
To hear You say that I'm Your friend

You are my desire
No one else will do
'Cause nothing else could take Your place
To feel the warmth of Your embrace
Help me find the way
Bring me back to You

You're all I want
You're all I've ever needed
You're all I want
Help me know You are near

Proton Johore Open

2008-11-14T00:38:00.005+08:00

As I mentioned earlier yesterday , I went to see the proton johore open yesterday , AND today .
It was fantastic, a splendid show to watch , the tention was in the air , the shuttles were blazing fast ...... AND took a lot of pictures... =]

Here are some photos of LEE CHONG WEI ( the one in red )

The following is KPP KIEN KIAT and TAN BOON HEONG in the heat of the battle ,it was a very close battle as they had a rubber set , and a duece of 22-24 against a new young player team , Arif and Voustan , but they were fantastic.

Furthur on is MIX Dounbles of KOO KIEN KIAT and NG HUI LING, they were fantastic too , they made it to the finals , which is tmrw .

Here's some photos of awek Lee Chong Wei , Miss pretty WONG MEW CHOO

And the old experience 2nd seed LEE WAN WAH and CHOONG TAN FOOK , they'll be playing against KOO and TAN tomorrow.

2008-11-11T01:18:00.002+08:00

"Have faith in God " , Jesus answered .

Mark 11:22

Even Jesus ,

and I meant JESUS ,

place his faith in God , who are we then to sometimes put our faith in Ourselves ?

Think .

Vincent,

Vessal of God .

MIss leong's clone ( direct copy from vincent's cell blog )

2008-11-07T13:48:00.003+08:00

The above is a prove of successful cloning .A success of cloning miss anne leong .

For those who know her , she's my school's CF teacher . She fantastic =] .

scientific reserch has proven that an average of 7 people will look like you.

and i found miss leong's . hahahahaha she studies in ssi, i don't know her though . lol

Anyway , today our class had an examiner . a teacher called pn.A ( can't mention her name) who has been proven to have contracted a disease called "CONTIUOUS MOUTH CRAM " hahahaha...she HAS to say something bout everything. she's not a diciplinary teacher , but she'll be yacking off saying .

" you guys better cut your hair before you come to school tomorrow , or you will be entering the school saloon arh...."

I was then whispering under my breathe ,

" nevermind larh . Tomorrow we're all not going to come anyway , hahahhahahaha. "

besides that, she has that cocky atitude with a voice that as if you were talking while pinching your nose. She makes us clean the classroom when we are suppose to start our chemistry paper. If not , will not give us our paper. In the end we started like 10 minutes late.

nvr mnd one larh, you all first class , all professional , very professional one lah, take a little bit time also never mind one. Now clean up your classroom. "

she's seriously funnie , when you get to talk behind her back , but its not encouraged, naughty me... hahaa....

L33Sa

Big Job Done // BIgger ones ahead

2008-10-13T14:34:00.005+08:00

(the Following is in green because the theme colour of our FOOD FAIR 200 was ---- GREEN ) =]

Yesterday was totally tiring ...i woke up at 7:30 this morning to go for a check up ... mental ....

sorry....*Dental ...

I came back at 9 , after a short visit to my granny's . then i saw the result of all of our hard work yesterday .... yeah the FOOD FAIR 2008 .

it was ...... ( drum rolls!!!!)

*RM16,000*

Here's my thanks to all the people who cooked till early MOURNING (morning ) . I've heard the spaghetti was cooked till 3 a.m. in the morning . ( special thanks to Stella's cell and main chef "Auntie Lynn" )

haha ... and of course all the peeps that turn up at church with superrr dark eye bags waYYYYYY early in the morning . Seriously thank you .

Special thanks to those who worked their backs off in the back where all the dishes are scrubbed , washed , wiped , rearranged , and distributed. I know its a really tough job. coz I was there last year =] . You guys are great !!!

Many other stores like Fried Ice Cream , Fried Chicken Chop , Bah Choh Mee , many many other stores ( sorry i can't recall since there is like soooo many of them ) , you guys are awfully fantastic .

And of course , special thanks to my own cell members , comrades in battle , Brothers .... Thanks for covering my back when I was of somewhere filling my stomach and WORKING OF COURSE .Thanks for being there to guard everything when nobody really wants to stay ... i know how tempting it was to just roam free and enjoy the food as you pass the stores ... hahaa....

All your hard work has payed off . And because of that , I believe you have a great reward in heaven waiting for its owner to retrieve it .

Yours faithfully ,

St.Vincent,

( Your comrade in battle )

Something I learn today...

2008-10-09T17:17:00.004+08:00

Today I had a great conversation with my leader Boon Fei,
and he taught me something that I begin to understand.

We are not maintaining our lives,
We are making a difference in our lives.

Matthew 4:16 (NIV)
the people living in darkness have seen a great light; on those living in the land of the shadow of death a light has dawned."

Matthew 5:13-16 (NIV)

Salt and Light

13"You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men.

14"You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. 15Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. 16In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven.

G.A.P

2008-10-05T19:55:00.007+08:00

In just 4 services in two days , we've suceeded in collecting a sum of RM 15,000++ of Offerring for the missions . Now tell me is that God or what .

Glory to God...

the following are some pics from last year's G.A.P 2008

xin xiang , touching lives changing earth .
Vincent , touching dogs , changing nothing ...

haha....had fun with kids ....the kiddy side of me unleashed...

G.A.P

Go And Preach

This year would be my 5th . Having always a faithful sponsor ,
I thank GOd that I was able to go for every year .

Memories from last year still mingled in my mind,
how God used us , just merely TEENz out of school to touch little lives in Thailand . ( I was in children/school ministry) .
Through the trip last year , eventhough I never did see a miracle that i so hoped to see , but i did see how important god valued children .
God valued children so much , that he made us minister to children for 75% of our time there .( 25% was for adults , giving tracts , and church ).
It was an exprerience I wouldn't forget .

Every year was new experience ,
new lessons learnt ,
new environment ,
new people ,
But same God .

I've learnt so much from this God that never changes ,
you can too .
Sign up ,
It can't be that bad .

If you want to tell me that God hasn't spoke to you to go .
I have something for you .

this is written 2000++ years ago to defend your argument , hahahaaa....

Matthew 28:19
"Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit...."

In Other Words : Go . And . Preach

deadline is on the 19th October .Register b4 then or you'll be dead ( joking )

Last of all , I want to say ," we serve and immeasurable God " Any questions ask him , he's the one with the money =] .

I've signed up , now its your turn . ( from sinloong)

Vincent Tan Zhuguang

" I serve an immesurable God "

prayer list.

2008-10-01T23:58:00.002+08:00

1.Pray for the Permanent Malaysian Residents ( PMR ) people . hahahah..... no lah . Just keep them in prayer .

2. Spm exam people too .( Charles, Wei li , Joshua Goh , Darren Lau )

3. Year end exam .( Rueben , Vincent , Xi Zhe , Mathew Ong, Yong En , Edwin )

4.One of my friends sister , who got a slash on the head . Please do pray for her , I believe she needs it .

iF I Had Wings

2008-09-30T17:16:00.003+08:00

If I had Wings ,
I would spread it wide ,
Fly far far away ,
and say Goodbye .

To this world .

Where Black can become White .
Where a mother could bear
to abandon her child .
To live her sinful life .

Where politicians would fight,
Over a position to make decisions ,
Which are mostly never done .

Where PAIN lingers among the teenagers,

where many shed tears in their sleep ,
where only a few are able to step out alive ,
not destroyed .

Where needs are never met ,

Hearts Broken,

Families divide ,

Sadness. . .

Darkness . . .

FEAR . . .

hatred .

But God never gave me wings ,
that away with I could never fly ,
ever wonder WHY?

So that I would stay right here ,
to pray for this generation ,
turn from their wicked ways ,
through Christ .

ps: God fill me with your love, becuase with mine alone , I will not survive .

Vincent.

All about the FOOD // not much bout the fair

2008-09-26T23:33:00.001+08:00

as you can see....

FOOD FAIR IS HERE!!!!

Think Of all the FOOD!!! yeah....

October 12th......

~~~Coming soon~~~

days in daisies .

2008-09-25T20:07:00.005+08:00

Ok... nothing much daisies .... just that it kinda sound rhymme -y . hahahaa..

okay short and sweet...

straight highlight of the week .
TUESDAY . had some experiment call disectment on FROG . really goooooeeyyy . seriously gross. But I think I enjoyed it . Photos? no thank you , it'll be too gross . Yeah with all the organs cut out and left on the side, and an emptied-out frog. naaah....I doubt you girls reading this blog can take it .

THURSDAY . KIAN YEE's birthday!!!!! happy birthday kian yee... hope you grow ever blessed in God's ways.

end of report .

Besides that , two things I said that seriously took me aback today .

"Even when I have nothing left .

I'll know I'll still have you . "

" Nobody ! But my bride on my wedding day

will have the honour of taking my first kiss . "

signing out ,

Vincent Tan,

More than conquerer .

Here's it!

2008-09-23T22:36:00.000+08:00

Here, Joseph. This is the post you want!

FireFlies In the Night // = // Us

2008-09-21T21:36:00.007+08:00

(male Fireflies Flashing in Unison)

Ever since I was a boy,
I liked fireflies ,

more or less things that sparkle in the dark.
like stars , streetlamps , FIREFLIES .
It somehow made me feel that,
I'm Not Alone In The dark .

IN the same way,
In our christian lives,
we are like fireflies ,
Shining in the dark .

We give our little light to this WORLD ,
where darkness encircles every being ,
where people are lost.
Where sometimes we even lose ourself,

Looking at fireflies made me feel that
there Is hope .
In the Darkness ,

Even the simplest Light,
Gives us strength to believe .

Be that Light .
Let people around you see that light in you,
that they may believe ,

There is HOPE .

Vincent

servant of the MIGHTY God.

I need

2008-09-16T15:09:00.002+08:00

Lord Jesus,

I need your grace and mercy TOday.

I am facing things, which are beyond my abilities.

I know that is because God wants me to trust in Him and depend on Him alone.

If I can do by myself, I will not depend on God.

But if I cannot do by myself, then I need to depend on Jesus.

Thank you Jesus!

I serve a BIG GOD!

The Art Of Relaxing

2008-09-12T20:07:00.002+08:00

Today like normal days would pass. I've woke up lazily from my bed. Having to wake up only to find that my mom turned off the fan. =] lol.

Just like what joseph has advised , I'll keep this post as sweet as short as possible ( smile ) .

Morning : the usuals , school . But " my dear RUBICSCUBE was confiscated , of all people , the teacher only took mine . INJUSTICE" guess god wanted me to learn how to forgive . =]

EVENING : I decided to go for a jog , thinking of losing some inappropriate fats . =] . I jogged around the houses a bit . Then decided I would cross the big road to the other section of where streets are [3/something ] . It was a place where they are mainly all low cost houses , and flats .

Where even though poverty reigned sadly in their lives , Yet children run with glee on the streets . Where people are happy ,

together .

It reminded me the ten years of living in SEROJA , where I lived like one of those kids , happy mixing with Malays, Indians, some funny mixed up race . It was where NEIGHBOURS really know to socialize , and everybody knew everybody. Unlike the present housing area I live in , where you hardly even see them at all . " AUTO GATES"

I laid down on one of the concrete slides in the playground . looking up above. Relaxing .

Where the noise of kids

sounded like music in my mind ,

where the wind gushes through the leaves,

and caused them to collide with one another ,

contributing to the joyful symphony ,

where my heart delights.

I thanked god ,

for his allowance for me to enjoy ,

the five senses in my life .
listen, feel , see , smell and taste .

but most of all the best sense in living ,

THINK .

I could thank GOD ,

once and again .

For what a wonderful world he had place me in.

Of which I've never took time to taste the pleasure ,

It Brings

take time , thank god ,

Gratitude,

its everything I ask .

" In everything give thanks"

Vincent ,

more than conqueror

Today

2008-09-11T17:04:00.002+08:00

Today is Thursday man!

Wanna encourage Everyone who looks at this blog to PRAY.

Recently, I feel the strong urge to pray.

Yes! Pray!

No other thing, but PRAY!

A Song // iLike // W.E L.I.V.E

2008-09-10T23:53:00.003+08:00

Here's a song that I really liked since the first time . Its call "WE LIVE" by superchick . Its really meaningful. So I copied and pasted the lyrics here . =] Please take your time to read the lyrics . IT ENCOURAGED ME , hope it'll do the same to you .

There's a cross on the side of the road

Where a mother lost her SON

How could she know that the morning he left

Would be the last time

she'd trade with him for a little more time

So she could say she loved him one last time

And hold him tight

But with life we never know when

we're coming up to the end of the road

So what do we do then

With tragedy around the bend

We live, we love, we forgive

and never give up

Cuz the days we are given are gifts from above

And today we remember to live and to love

We live, we love, we forgive and never give up

Cuz the days we are given are gifts from above

And today we remember to live and to love

There's a man who waits for the tests to

See if the cancer had spread yet

And now he asks why did I

wait to live 'til it was time to die

If I could have the time back, how I'd live

Life is such a gift

So how does the story end?

Well, this is your story and it all depends

So don't let it become true

Get out and do what we were meant to do

Waking up to another dark morning

People are mourning

The weather in life outside is storming

But what would it take for the clouds to break

For us to realize each day

Is a gift somehow, someway

And get our heads up out of this darkness

And spark this new mindset and start on with life cuz it ain't gone yet

And tragedy's a reminder to take off the blinders and wake up

(to live the life)

We're supposed to take up(moving forward)

With all our heads up

Cuz life is worth LIVING

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7kuBgh0VCqI&feature=related

Astonishing News _ OPRAH WINFREY CULT

2008-09-03T14:13:00.001+08:00

OPRAH WINFREY , May Gods love be the remedy to your Sickness .

ps: can somebody send her a copy of "Passion Of Christ "

MY Day Was a Cool One

2008-09-02T23:19:00.000+08:00

I Started My day with a yawn as i woke up facing this empty house of mine. Nobody's home. I took off for a reluctant run , as I seriously thought i needed some exercise .

I came home pretty much to my surprise that it wqs already 9:30 .

I got to my bathroom only to find that the LIGHTBULB has gone hay wired .

So FASTFORWARD >>>>> . Cut the long story short . I got to JUSCO!!! in Mathew mom's car , with Wei Zhen . we had a chat . ABOUT LICHING .search the dictionary if you guys want to know wad it means haha.

We met up with Zhong Han , Woi Kiong , Chee Leong , Quek , and Xiang Hui . We played around in the Archade . Played the basketball thingy and Daytona . They were like shouting . "WAKAO , WHO BANG ME OH !!! , WATCH OUT LORH YOU " " YOU DIE LIAO , HERE I COME !!!! "
No lah , actually that was me .

After that we went to REDBOX .

Okay first thing first , I never liked going to redbox, Seriously . I thought that it is stupid and a waste of money . But wad to do? Everyone going . hahaha... But it wasn't that bad anyway .

Frankly speaking I was a bit sien... sorry lah... but singing is not my interest .

Wei Ling , Pei Yun,Xiang Hui And Ghost Sh@dow ( Over there beside pei yun, can see or not?) no lah ."joking " she not here yet .

Zhong Han , Woi Kiong , and Quek

Kian Yee ( left ) and Wei Zhen ( right ) who didn't wanted to be seen . :p

After I got a bit Sien,I went to look at the cinema counter to see if Wall-E was available . And Guess who I saw at the cinema counter . :p

Sshhshshhhh , I took this photo candidly ,hahah .

FastForward >>>

I watched Wall-E , With Kian Yee ,Wei Zhen and

Hui Hui ( To some people : "she is NOT my girlfriend !!!!!!!!!" )

The Show was fantastic , and surprisingly , i liked it . :)

The rest of the group Went to See "STRANGER" , which was a horror movie , of which I'm petrified of . Man you Guys have some guts aye?

After that I received a Call .

It was Dad . He said he is coming back from Subang already .

And he decided that we have dinner at Granny's place .

So I had to take Bus downtown .

However , to my GREASTEST HORROR ,

I only had 40 sen left .

But ,All thanks to the Kind ( but a bit overeacting) Hui hui , I was able to take a bus back . She Borrowed me like Rm 8 , when I only needed Rm1.40 . Hahahaa... Thanx anyway hui hui .

I was kinda really shy when i borrowed money from her .

Its like a Big Guy like ME , Borrowing money from a GURL.

No Face Right . Diu1 Lian3 .

I then said goodbye to everyone , and left to walk for a bus stand .

Along the way, i found this nice path , which looked artistic to me . haha . I really wished did had a better camera then .

TebrauCity from a distant

The stairways I took , and left behind .

Took a Bus then . Was pretty fast . Took about only 15 to reach melodies garden .

After reaching melodies garden Bus stand , My grandfather came and fetch me to his house, of course , after I called him .

I was then called to do come cookery by my Grandma , as I help to Zhong 1 ( Simply Smashing ) the Chilli and Garlic .

I had dinner after that , and slept for a while .

Before long I came back home and here I am writing this post .

that is pretty much of what I had today .
Thank you for reading .

Signing Out ,

St. Vincent

Life // A donut

2008-09-01T01:14:00.001+08:00

Life's a donut .

A piece of dough , Empty out in the middle .

Aren't humans more or less the same ,

When everything comes collapsing in .

Crapping , Laming , less Appretiating .

Fooling around , Blaming the ones around.

HUMANS , So different yet ,

All the same . Comman .

Psychotic people seems normal enough ,

Cause at least they don't LIE .

Hate , a frequent destructive visitor ,

Yet all the more a welcomed one .

This is my life ,

In the rubbles of Dawn ,

After the Raging war ,

Thrash thats left behind .

Vincent , a Diamond wrapped in a bag of thrash .

Where only does who find it , receives its goodness.

Where those who didn't care to dig in far enough

Can only bad mouth about all its stinkyness .

Life's a Donut ,

A peice of dough , Empty out in the middle .

but guess wad ,

I have the center filling , yet i didn't put it in to make it complete

GOD , please help me .

Sorry for crapping , but every line means something to me .

thanks .

L33Sa

我不放弃

2008-08-27T13:28:00.005+08:00

屡败屡战，越战越勇。

罗8:37 但靠着爱我们的那一位，我们在这一切事上就得胜有余了。

多少事？一件事，两件事，都不是。

而是一切事！哇！

站起来吧！耶稣已经得胜了！

战败乃是提醒自己，

耶稣的恩典够我用，

不是靠自己，而是靠耶稣得胜。

败得越痛，安慰就越大。

败得越惨，站得就越稳。

既然耶稣都没放弃，我也不放弃！

Yet Another Day // Dissapointments And Pain

2008-08-18T20:51:00.005+08:00

Yet another day of Disapointments and Pain .
I crossed paths with misfortunes and destruction .
Where hunger and lost of love comes in deep down .

Deep... deep... deep... down .

Where all that within me cries out ,
the imperfect melody of suffering .
Having the pressure and expectations of people upon me ,
I've lost myself living for others .

Lost in competition against myself ,
Lost in temptations ,
Lost in the Blizzard of desperation .
Lost in the currents of trends and opinions .

Where am I?

I've been running ,
Running to catch .
Myself .

Where tears kept flowing ,
sliding past my eye-lashers ,
taking off into the coming wind .
saying Goodbye .

Am I still having concious ,
Am I still In control ,
Of Who I am today?
Of who i'm going to be tomorrow .

Why?

I have felt Connections ,
With all of those who share my fate ,
of which I never believed in .
Or Let It dwell in my mind .

Yet I celebrate the day ,
When the act of the cross was done ,
Where salvation was given,
To those who longed for redemption.

signing out ,
L33Sa

GAMES// RETRO

2008-08-17T22:54:00.002+08:00

Frogger made by Neave Games

Instruction

- The objective of the game is to cross over to the other edge of the path . When you cross 5 frogs you win the level .

Obstacle 1 : Dodge the cars , try not to get crashed / mauled by the cars

Obstacle 2 : Hop ON the logs and turtles .

Obstacle 3 : Hop ON the rock , the single standing rock

And most of all , try to beat my score , Muahahha which is 3200 .

HAVE FUN !!!

Snake made by Neave Games

Snake

I think you all will know how to play this game right ...haha

thanx to sinloong's cellgroupblog I found this webbie... thank you

Yours Truly,

L33Sa

Surf//vEy

2008-08-17T00:30:00.003+08:00

"Snow Crab"

1.The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.

2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.

3. At the end of the game the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and ask them to play and read your blog.
Starting time : 8:25

Name : Vincent Tan Zhuguang

Sisters : NOne , hahaha no lah got one idiotic one

Brothers : yeapp one and only one

Shoe size : 8 1/2 i think

Height : 176 cm

Where do you live : My world

Favourite drinks : Latte Milk Shake , Choya with sprite , kopi - peng

Favourite breakfast : Buffet style would be delightful

HAVE YOU EVER...

Been on a plane : Yes , a memorable one

Swam in the ocean : Yeah , when i was younger .

Fallen asleep in school : The day i duun sleep in class is worth celebrating

Favourite sleeping time : History , I can't help it some idiot put our

history class right after Physical education . :p

Broken someone's heart : Dun think so , not tht i know of

Fell off your chair : Yeah, I was sitting on two legs

Sat by the phone and waited for someone to call : I think so .

What is your room like : Hm , as you walk in , the left side is the guitar section , where i have all my guitars , amp and equipments . Furthur on is my cupboard and study table and my bed .

What's right beside you : Phone , Speakers , Sub-woofer .

What is the last thing you ate : Dinner ... nono , an eclipse sweet stella gave me.

EVER HAD...

Chicken pox : Nope

Sore throat : Having One

Stitches :Thank God Noooooo.... haha

Broken nose :Have been hit on the nose a few times , all because of

soccer , but its still there

DO YOU...

Believe in love at first sight :No , i dun believe thts love , its just a crush .

nothing much , i have it all the time , :x

Like picnics : Dun think i've had it b4 . so sad .

WHO WAS...

The last person you danced with :Hm... no i dun remember , its been ages since i've danced.

The last person who last made you smile : Today , My dad

The last person you last yelled at : My Brother , For taking to much sause for his spagetti . :p

TODAY DID YOU...

Talk to someone you like :Nope, avoided her today ...

Kissed anyone : Nope , still have my "first kiss" reserved for marriage .

Get sick : Nope...

Talk to an ex :No Ex

Miss someone : yeapp , totally ....

Eat :Yeapp ... had quite nice food today

Best feeling in the world : The feeling of being of love

Do you sleep with stuffed animals :No.....

What's under your bed : A baseball bat and a 8inch knife

Who do you really hate : Someone , and Of course SAtan

What time is it now :8.40pm

5 things I was doing 10 years ago

1.Leading my kindergarden sports house to victory

2.Trying to lern how to fly a kite

3.Out witting my sunday school teacher
4.Disturbing my kindergarden teacher that she couldn't continue teaching

5.Spanked on Butt for doing something wrong

5 things on my to-do list today

1.Sleep , read tomorrow's practice manuscripts

2. ZZZzzzz.....

3.ZZzzzzzzzz....

4.Zzzzzz.....
5.argh..... did i miss something ....ZZzzzzzzz..

5 snacks I enjoy

1.hm .... Chocolates . Van Houtan Chocolates , and nothing else

2.Those Smashed peanut wrapped in a sweet coating

3.Chocolate coated fried banana ( you wouldn't get it in malaysia)

4.not sure

5.anything taste good when i'm hungry

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire

1.Give To church building Fund

2.Buy All the Best Music Equipmets

3.Build a Studio , so that church can Cut albums :p

4.Support my studies , Make a buisiness , get a wife , make a family
5.Support mission associations around the world

5 of my bad habits

1.Eat too much

2.Sleep too much

3.Talk too much

4.Crap too much

5.Boast myself too much

5 places I have lived in

1.Thailand

2.My house , obviously

3.Darren's house

4.Jeremy Chians house , when his leg was fractured ( that was like years ago )

5.A Whole lot other places . Invite me to your house to sleep over if you want .

5 persons i tag

1)Kareen

2)Stella Pang Mei Si

3)Ong Kian Yee

4)Sinloong

5)Alvin

Tragedies of Today// Lessons Learnt For Tomorrow

2008-08-11T00:52:00.001+08:00

I've once met a person ,

That mermesed my heart and mind.

Taken uncontiously by my situation ,

Into a place so dark and blind .

I took love in with a serious motive ,

Never to think of a terrible deserve .

Eventhough it may seem so reactive ,

I was played on with unreserve .

Burning with rage from within ,

The evil side of me unleashed .

With such formidable potential ,

I dreaded hurting people with me, abide .

If i was given another chance ,

To walk this path of romance ;
I would think again ;

For it is no longer foreign.

Signing out

L33Sa

Should i be happy or should i be sad?????

2008-08-04T20:00:00.002+08:00

I wonder how do you feel when you lost a fren phone this like a snap on the finger... hai... feel so bad.... hai.... when you lost your fren stuff you need to pay for it rite.... so i have to pay no choise... hai... blurr me.... thank god someone help me up with this.... really i feel so touch... i never know he would help me.... he straight say yes.... wat a bro i got..... i'm so bless with brother like this... really.... thk bro... you should know who you are.... thk.... beside this riding motor was fun... really fun... but when you fall just hope you don die and get catch by your parent..... hee..... there is bad and good moment for us all... but im sure good thingy come after bad thing.... really.... in the sometime try to love everyone that is close to you... love them... really they are very important to us... lastly i wanna say is if i suddenly say something bad to your ppl out there (LADYS or GUYS) IM SORRY....
Signing Out....
St Prince.... NITEzzzzz ><

a bit about me... //SURVEY

2008-07-27T22:48:00.001+08:00

Face paint .... haha have a laugh ... i did it after i coloured the class banner when i cannot finish the colours. :p

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
:: Answer : (a) yes (b) No. Two Unknowns

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What's there?
:: Tissue box

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
:: Huo4 Yuan2 Jia3 ( Fearless )

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
:: 9:50 p.m

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
:: 9:50p.m. ( gosh , I'm good )

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
:: My Sister Running Up the Stairs

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
:: Painting

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
:: Sue's Survey

9. What are you wearing?
:: Shirt and 3/4 pants

10. Did you dream last night?
:: yes, weird dream though . Dreamt about walking into a bookshop , and met about one of my friend tht told me he finished reading the book of Acts ( a book in the bible )

11. When did you last laugh?
:: hm... not sure ... i seem to laugh everytime ... :p

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
:: A clown shape clock , two tables , a ironing board , bed , tv , sofa , com table , two cupboards , shirt hanging cupboard

13. Seen anything weird lately?
:: yeah , someone weird alright

14. What do you think of this quiz?
:: Cool?

15. What is the last film you saw?
:: Troy , didn't get to finish the show though .

16.If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
:: I'm not sure actually , I'm stunned at this question. If i were to be a multi-millionaire i wouldjust hope i would lose myself

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
:: Hm... I have a phobia for sertain type of girls , i know it sounds weird , but walk far away from them when i see them . :p . And i'm afraid of heights

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
:: I would hope teenagers wouldn't experience "love" yet . I just hate to see its consequences eating up the lives of some youths of today . i feel like crying now though . I seriously hate it .

19. Do you like to dance?

:: i like to , but all the fats get in the way , so i've stopped . :x

20. What do you like about George Bush:
:: not sure , who is he anyway ? ( joking ) hm..... nothing?

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
:: Suesanne Tan Ye Xin ( Jewels like the Stars at Night ) beacuse she would be precious to me like the sparkling stars at night. I like stars .

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
:: Janetton Tan Ray le ( Ri4 Le4 which is Sun and happiness ) Because I would hope that his life would be like the sun that brings happiness to the people around him .

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
:: Everyday man ....

24. Where would you go?

:: Not sure , australia?

25. What wouldyou say if your ex-girlfriend ( or someone who rejected you ) comes back and say " hey let's be together again ... "

:: I may have always love you , But i'm stupid enough to come back to you .

26. Who are you thinking of now ?

:: Someone ?

27. What would you hope for him/her ?

:: to Grow up , and change her thoughts and mentallity .

28 . If you would have a million dollars , what would you do ?

:: Hm... give to church building fund? and to travel The Legandary Roman Empire ( Rom ) . And do something else .

29. If you were to die today , who do you wish to see ?

:: someone dear to me ? What kind of question is this?

30. Would you want the person whom you love now to be with you?

:: No, she needs to study now, and i wouldn't have the time and money to Horng3 her. :p wait lah ... and i dun think she likes me also .. hahaha....

31. What do you wish to be when you grow up ?

:: Pastor or phsychologist

32. What would you want do if you did achieve to be what you want to be ?

:: Have a unity organisations among all the youth church groups in JB. So that we can help each other to grow the teenagers in this era . That is my passion .

Death//So Sudden//So Unpredictable

2008-07-21T21:30:00.002+08:00

On the morning I called Saturday . My mom entered my room and waked me up . Having all the load of tiredness aching all over my body , I arose unwillingly . Only to find out the news of death knocking on my eardrums .

I hate death , i really do .

Having to know about my dear ex-teachers death , I felt nothing . I have to be honest , she thought me B.M when I was 12, but that was like 4 years ago . It was because of that I have much feelings when I heard about her death.

However, having to be friends with her sons , I was still in deep symphathy with her family . She was a Great Teacher , a Great Mother , and Great Wife to her husband .

On Sunday night , I was given a chance to go to her wake service . I was reluctant. I hated funeral sevice like that . Everyone will be sad,i hate to be in that kind of situation . Most of all , i didn't want to cry . But anyway i still went . Having to hear about the people talking about her , I was deeply moved . No... actually I was speechless .Just like his son Isaac said " No words are worthy of describing her ."

Her son described about the time they went for vacation together . She always wanted to take pictures . He and his brother thought it was annoying .

But only then they understood. Because now they know , only the Photos can clearly show them the time they

Happily spent Together.

I was dearly touched , and i was deeply moved, the tears were wanting to gush out , but i held them back . I wish i didn't . But sadly . . . i did .

I missed her dearly and I will always remember the teachings she left behind . All of her LEGACY .

Lastly , I want to say , THANK YOU TEACHER

TNT// Today Not Tomorrow

2008-07-17T21:25:00.000+08:00

Today was another day, where i have grown towards the numbness ... Although the face of mine so joyful , but deep inside ... Nobody Knows ... Maybe i've come to a part where i've stopped caring . Maybe its beacuse all the people i care , never return to care about me . Maybe the sub-consiousness of Nobody-Cares-For-You has really got a hold of me?

Maybe i could say life was always different for me ... Life was always abnormal ...

However ,aren't all of us different ?

Here are a few videos tht says one thing ... We are all different ..

hahahahahahahahahahahhhahaaahahhaa.......
Ken Lee !!!! Tulibu dubudaochu~~~

This next one is super geng3 ( awestrucking )

here's another guy, tht really is someone you can say , " Don't Judge A Book By Its Cover "

so..... school today was extraordinary ...
Me , Vincent , has attemped the " Wild Dog Bitting " act ... of which i thought tht there is only one word to describe it .... " MEMPER-SIA-SWAY "

hahah.... never in my life would i do tht again ... so chong dar please dun look at me with those eyes and ask me to act that again, OKay? :p

BI was cool , nothing much actually , i totally slacked of that class... some ppl were doing the second Oral Test .

B.M. was totally UNCOOL.... teacher looked sooo pissed when she came in , as if she had got up from the wrong side of bed.... did NILAM ( book review ) for some stupid test thing larh... burt actually we all faked... :P Because none of us really read the books ... LOL ... we just copied the introduction at the back... and I BORROWED another book ... hahah "borrowed "

Ad.maths was pretty interesting , we learnt about " RADIAN " and how to find perimeter from using the formula S=rQ ( sorry , can't find the symbol of titah )

BC . i wasn't paying attention in B.C as i didn't take tht subject . i was busy reading my "borrowed " book .

When It came to SiviK , it was pretty dissapointing as SOMEBODY freakingly forgot to bring the Cloth on which we are suppose to paint. Anyway, we then played the animal game, which was sooo totally cool . hahahah . Me as the "hamster" , totally enjoyed the game . As cool as it was, we tried to put in songs like " negaraku and Ke4 Ren2 Lai ( the coming of a guest ) . It was ... hilarious ... then we tried to put in animal sounds tht were totally not related ... lol ... like i put a worm sign and said "MEOW !!! " ... hahah

Biology . We went to the lab , as the teacher talked about the process of how a cell splits through meiosis ....and ... hm............. meiosis ... tht seems to be the only word i've learnt from bio class... haha... .

Chong han said it was so boring tht he has to try all his best to keep himself awake . But i think tht it was pretty interesting , but i was tired of the day , thts why i couldn;t remember a thing .

Wa.... the pipe so nice to stare...keep starring

I'm gonna eat my hand ... :p

[=THE BEST TEACHER EVER=]

After tht we went home , draggin our TORTURED body and mind out of the school to continue the rest of the day ...

Wat Am I Doing To My Life????

2008-07-15T19:11:00.002+08:00

I just wanna sleep........
Do you understand me??? WHy cant you understand me.... it is so hard???? i'm not a good boy like nah or peter they all... i'm just not them... i'm someone difference... but i just wanna have life like normal couple... don t you know... maybe you don care... hai... maybe i should just sleep.. and don care all this??? hai.... why cant you just teasure me like some ppl do... why cant you... you know how much i #### you... but you just scare of wat i also duno la... hai.... let not talk about it.... oh ya i wanna tell you all... WE have a NEW GROUP of dance team.... Support us... D4J.... DANCE FOR JESUS... Wanna JOin???? It all about Hip-hop and break dance.... Hee... Hope today i did screw up my exam... hai... hope i can pass my exam WITHOUT EVEN STUDYING..... HOW COOL IS IT... haha
signing out...
St Prince.... smile... so tired wanna sleep
can??????

i'm so tired

2008-07-14T22:26:00.002+08:00

How Do You If When Your Gal Don Wan To Spend Time With You....
when there is time she just act stupid... don even wan to spend time hai... even when i'm injured she don bother to ask or care.... wat can i do and say hai... i'm really tired... but yet i still love her... hai... exam start tmr and im not scare didn even study... hai.... wat am i doing... hai.... so tired... just wanna sleep.... drop the sad stuff... something cool.... wanna know wat.... stay with us.... you'll find out soon enough... hahahahaha....
St...Prince..........

改变

2008-07-11T14:25:00.009+08:00

我的生活不断地在改变。

我成为了爸爸，我的太太成为了妈妈。

二人世界变成了三人世界。

一加一真的不一定等于二。

它可以等于三，等于四，等于超越你所求所想的。

看着自己的宝宝，

从出世的第一天，直到今天（不过两个多月而已），

他的改变真的令人感到赞叹。

我从中领悟到生命是一直不断地在改变。

不但是环境的改变，

身份的改变，就连我自己也要做出改变。

付上我以前没付上的责任，

作我以前没作过的事，

经历我以前没经历过的兴奋。

在这世上，唯一不改变的就是改变。

改变有时会带来欢笑，有时会带来泪水。

有时会有一种刺激的感觉，有时会有一丝丝的压力。

当我被这些改变压得喘不过气时，我想起了耶稣的邀请。。。

马太福音11:28-30

你们所有劳苦担重担的人哪，到我这里来吧！我必使你们得安息。

我心里柔和谦卑，你们应当负我的轭，向我学习，你们就必得着心灵的安息；

我的轭是容易负的，我的担子是轻省的。

耶稣要赐下他的安息。（千万不要误会，这里不是指“安息主怀”）

约翰福音16:33

我把这些事告诉你们，是要使你们在我里面有平安。在世上你们有患难，但你们放心，我已经胜了这世界。”

耶稣要赐下他的平安。

罗马书 5:3-5

不但这样，我们更以患难为荣；

知道患难产生忍耐，忍耐产生毅力，毅力产生盼望；

盼望是不会令人蒙羞的，因为　神借着所赐给我们的圣灵，把他的爱浇灌在我们的心里。

原来面对改变，压力及患难，是一件我能够引以为荣的事。

哈哈哈。。。经过这一切，我的生命就能够淀放出基督的香气。

罗马书 8:37-39

但靠着爱我们的那一位，我们在这一切事上就得胜有余了。

因为我深信：无论是死、是生，是天使、是掌权的，是现在的事，是将来的事，

是有能力的，是高天的、是深渊的，或是任何别的被造之物，

都不能叫我们与神的爱隔绝，这爱是在我们的主耶稣基督里的。

耶稣要赐下他的得胜！

耶稣爱我，在他的爱里面，永远是最安全的！

耶稣，我要来到你的里面。

2008-07-08T19:36:00.000+08:00

I arose from my bed after hearing the Japanese song coming from my phone . Reluctantly , I stood out of bed and headed upstairs for a bath. Due to me fatigue , i was unable to go up the stairs with constant stability . I pressed my hands to both the sides of my rear and advance gradually .

Getting into the bathroom, i took a shower . It was cold . i waited for the water to warm up . Then I stood under the sprinkles of water , as it washes my face , while FUSING THE PRESENT INTO PAST . I thought , what on earth have i done yesterday?

It Seems Like Nothing Happened

It was then, I put some guts into myself . . . and set some goals for the day .

First and foremost, i thought i really need to keep QUIET in class . I'm really pissing people off . If i can't even get control over my tongue , how then will it be with my life?

Secondly , i want to SMILE , i want forget all the bad experience i had, and live for today . i want to use my life to make peoples life . . . Happier . . . Delightful . . . Pleasant

Reaching school deteriorated , as i could only sleep at 2 . thought i would enjoy , but maybe not . Having a little black layer under my eye . Had the usual chat with Kian yee . Then headed back to the class.

B.M was ordinary , nothing much . had to right a Karangan .

E.S.T was pretty interesting . Our dear teacher had us do some research on different kind of energy in this world. But the most interesting of all , was this. as i headed out to look for books, Mrs . Ballet Gurl already got a whole stack of them in her hands. I have to admit, it was simply an interesting sight . She seriously has a personality that strongly attracts me .

Maths was a bad period for me . Firstly i didn't get the exercise that we were suppose to do because i wasn't around . To make things worst i even had forty winks.

Biology was pretty interesting . But one thing was sure , girls are really complicated . Haha .

ENGLISH really RAWKED again . we had a time of our lives. fist it was a quiz which we had a draw. Then came the fun part. We both boys and girls had the same pievce of newspaper . Then teacher told us something we had to find . Then we will have to give wad we found to the leader ( Kian Yee and Shea Yin ) to pass it to the teacher . It was hilarious. The excitement was in the air , and everyone had a great time .

That pretty much sums up the day at school today , thank you for reading ...

St.Vincent

heartbeat...//yours or mine?

2008-07-03T14:51:00.005+08:00

Earlier sometime in my life , i've come to reach a point , where i believe many people ahead of me has come through . It is the point where i feel nobody cares. Where i feel the darkness within trying to breaking out .

Every sms i sent out , has a reply . But 9 out of 10 sms hardly pass the first line .It was devastating . Maybe its because they aren't free at all . But the question is , what are my friends busy about? Girlfriends? Boyfriends ?
To live in a life where standing tall isn't easy . Having to feel such great pressure in the eyes of people , parents , and friends . Having so much temptation to join the Dark Sides of my life.To rebel against what my parents has been teaching me since young .

Sometimes, a question always pop up in my mind, why can't i just have a simple life like other people . Why do i have to live differently.

A BATTLE RAGING WITHIN . Between good and evil . A battle between rebellion or to obey . A Battle against self negative image . In these times , i've been trying to trust God. Making My Heartbeat His , not mine .

And product of my troubles , this song .

GOD MADE ME BEAUTIFUL

Sometimes , I Look At Myself
Through the mirrors of this world.

And I thought I was Ugly
Nothing much to look at all .

But when i look at the stars ,at night
I thought, They Were Beautiful .

Then I realise,
That the creator of these ,
Is the same as mine .

For God Made Me ,
Beautiful , Beautiful , So Beautiful

For God Made Me ,
Beautiful ......... Like him .

St.Vincent

The Dart Test

2008-06-29T19:07:00.000+08:00

A young lady named Sally, relates an experience she had in a seminary class, given by her teacher, Dr. Smith. She says that Dr. Smithwas known for his elaborate object lessons.
One particular day, Sally walked into the seminary and knew they were in for a fun day. On the wall was a big target and on a nearby table were many darts. Dr. Smithtold the students to draw a picture of someone that they disliked or someone who had made them angry, and he would allow them to throw darts at the person's picture.
Sally's friend drew a picture of a girl who had stolen her boyfriend. Another friend drew a picture of his little brother. Sally drew a picture of a former friend, putting a great deal of detail into her drawing, even drawing pimples on the face. Sally was pleased with the overall effect she had achieved.
The class lined up and began throwing darts. Some of the students threw their darts with such force that their targets were ripping apart. Sally looked forward to her turn, and was filled with disappointment when Dr. Smith, because of time limits, asked the students to return to their seats. As Sally sat thinking about how angry she was because she didn't have a chance to throw any darts at her target. Dr. Smithbegan removing the target from the wall.
Underneath the target was a picture of Jesus. A hush fell over the room as each student viewed the mangled picture of Jesus; holes and jagged marks covered His face and His eyes were pierced.
Dr. Smithsaid only these words... "In as much as ye have done it unto the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto Me."
Matthew 25:40
No other words were necessary; the tears filled eyes of the students focused only on the picture of Christ.

The truth about Past,Present and Future

2008-06-25T14:31:00.005+08:00

Let me begin with the past.What's over should just be forgotten. Don't ponder over what has happened because you will just compromise ur life. Thinking of the bad things that happened to you will only make u more depressed and stressed not to mention making u look uglier... For example:-

There was once a woman in her mid forty's. Now this woman would seem like any other ordinary woman but she was filled with so much hate for the ones who have hurt her. Probably because she was abused by her stepfather when she was young. She kept thinking of how to get her revenge on the ones who hurt her and everytime she was alone she just cant find peace. It was no better at work she also pondered on her past--images of her fater abusing her flashed into her mind again and again. Suddenly she collapsed, the next thing she knew she was on a hospital bed and her son was beside her. She was told she had a trauma caused by depression,stress and high blood pressure and could have lost her life if not for the swiftness of her colleague. Well do you wanna end up like that?

Now about the future,do you think we should try to predict about what will happen to us in the future? Do you think it's a good idea to go seeking palm readers,those crazy woman with magic balls,a holy priest or even buy something u can use to predict ur own future? Well if you do u can stop reading right here! Cause life is an adventure,everyday we never know what is going to happen to us which makes it so unpredictable and exciting.

So the present ah this is what I like the best. Life is a God given gift. We are given free will to do whatever we want with its own consequences. We can't control the future nor can we erase the past. What we should do is embrace everything that happens to us with the strength given by God and put God as our guide. As the saying goes and still it goes LOLS "Yesterday's history,Tomorrow is a mystery but today is a gift and that why it is called THE PRESENT

2008-06-25T14:21:00.004+08:00

Just//Another//Exciting?//Day

2008-06-24T20:40:00.002+08:00

Today was pretty much of a delight...came in to school with a smile . Greeted the respected Pn. Saroja , and left to begin another day's adventure in School .

I had a light chat with chong han on the "dataran" of which then i found out about the freaking racist teacher , and her ill treatments towards the chinese . It was then I could feel the blood boiling in my "JUSTICE FEEDBACK SYSTEM "

At that point i was sure i ain't backing down . I suddenly remembered the same incident two years ago when i fought all the way to the principal for justice of my friend Tan Mui Poh.However that was when i was the head prefect . As for now, i'm just a mere student .However , I still wasn't going to "stop and stare".

Then Alvin came along telling me he's going to tell the principal about the teacher. i was glad and tagged along , happy to leave Kian Yee behind :p . joking joking.

Anyway , i went to tell talk to the principal .It was just as i expected , the principal welcomed us into his room with a welcoming heart. I was glad to have a principal like him. I talked out my heart's frustration to him as if he was like a father to me, as he nodded and listened.

Then he told us one thing, something that i would remember for life . " As a young teenager growing up in MALAY-SIA, please do be prepared to be treated worse . this is MALAY-SIA . Your case is already quite normal . It has been far worse in other school ."

At that time i was shocked, but all the more came to a fuller understanding in what is going on to malaysia.

I'm going to do my part in changing Malaysia .

Are you ?

BM The day went on like it should. Puan Sadai didn't come . ( don't know why, but " YES !!" anyway :p). ......

EST went perfectly fine , enjoyed myself "seriously".

MOdern MAths Mr.Thamilvanthan didn't come either . Must be busy busy busy ...

Biology was all fantastic but also disgusting . Because we had to spit !!! a total of 10ml of our saliva into the measuring cylinder. It was for experiment . Besides that i found out something interesting though , i could turn the tissue paper blue black with iodine. HAHAHA. interesting it was ... we were like sooo JAKUN . :p

ENGLISH TOTALLY RAWKED...

1. I had fun, because it was ENGLISH
2. Miss Leong or so called Mrs Tong finally showed us some of her WEDDING PHOTOS...hahaha..of course out of student pressure... :p
3.We saw a bit of the drama clip Mr. Tin brought us...

thats all for today...
bye

St.Vincent

Left // Present // Coming

2008-06-18T23:23:00.004+08:00

LEFT a fullstop to another day . . .

PRESENT -ly Thinking of the stress coming on. . .

COMING is a mystery ...

Yesterday was a tragic shock to me... the top student in class...FLARED . . .

It was all to my my greatest horror as i didn't expect it to be that bad

The Script was torn...

Anyway..that was the past...

this coming sunday i wouldn't be around ....as me and KIAN YEE would be participating in a drama compatition like i mentioned b4.

I've recently taken some interest into pictures of FIRE...

FIRE can be destructive ....yet all the more a great friend to people..

If a scout were to live in the woods for three days without fire...it is a torture...

as i was on the way back from tuition i saw a bon fire on the side of the road...it was so beautiful...suddenly a thought dawned on me...Even though fire could be so destructive...yet it could bring beauty to its surrounding ...light to this world.... Are we bringing out the best of our fire?

here are some nice pictures of fire

pAst Two DayS....

2008-06-11T12:11:00.004+08:00

Everything went terribly bad for me...when school started..

First i was reminded tht i had to translate a drama script for my school drama team for competition. Of which i actually didn't want to...haiz....

Then only we found out that the story line wasn't accepted...need to then write a totally new one....
CRAP.....was the word i said..

So... i was then given an idea and i need to write a totally new script...it was totally not wad i want to do...Argh..............

after tht...i was then told tht i would " DIRECT " the story !!! it was like wad the XXXX...
i was already super exhausted ....just being a narrater which i didn't want to...and going into a competition which we can't even win.....

to make things worst....

My physics paper got pretty bad ....because there was a question tht was given a big 0%

and there goes 15 marks...because The teacher couldn't accept my theory.....i could have got an A.

My Bahasa Malayasia teacher totally picked on me.....gave me a 39% for my exam....
and these are the following reasons she gave me...

1. All your answers given are not stated in the marking scheme...therefore i can't give you any points
2. The way you eloborate your essays is not applicable in a " report form " letter...

COME ON...40 % was the passing mark....and 20 points ( or more ) were taken just because the answer i gave was not in the marking scheme...and the letter is to tell your friend about a course you went for...

and because of tht i would probably get the last in class...as the rule is if you fail your Bahasa Malaysia...you would end up at the BOTTOM OF THE LIST .

all just because of 1 point ...

totally hate malaysia's stupid teachers....

St.Vincent

I saw in the camp...

2008-06-03T13:28:00.005+08:00

I saw Vincent took the challenge to lead the Cell Group.
I saw Charles was willing to be prayed and pray.
I saw for the first time that Yong En was praying so earnestly.
I saw Joshua cried after the Love of God touched him.
I saw Xi Zhe was sincere and honest before Jesus to admit his weaknesses.
I saw Wei Li gave himself a chance to pray.
I saw Jerry received Vision from God the first time.
I saw Jie Sheng never skip any section.
I saw Edwin Ngu was growing up in his maturity.
I saw Reuben was listening to the word of God.
I saw Edwin Lim was interested to see God's Power.
I saw Sze Kirk was enjoying in the camp.
I saw Kian Yee was just different.
I saw myself begin to see things from a different point.
Above All
I see JESUS is living in Me.

Back//from//camp....

2008-06-03T11:47:00.005+08:00

life//has been // cool....
ever since// i was back// from camp--->

WE ARE BACK ... AND KICKING ...

...... This are a few things i've learnt in these camp....

1. Seek Him First ['The Kingdom Of God']

............ 2. SUCCESS = Word OF GOD

3. We Are soooo "iMpoRtAnt" in Gods Eyes........

St. VinCeNt

F.A.I.T.H

2008-05-24T01:15:00.004+08:00

To me...faith was pretty much a distant word for me to use...

according to the oxford dictionary... faith means "Confident belief in the truth, value, or trustworthiness of a person, idea, or thing"... and going through the past years of sharpening of my life... i've come to a conclusion... that what god really wants for me ... is to test my

[=-F.A.I.T.H-=]

for him...

It isn't easy...

its like having an apple in you hand . . . so sweet . . . so fresh . . . look so crunchy that you just want to grab it and enjoy it to the fullest.... you want to much it in your mouth and taste all the goodness and sweetness in it...

However

then comes god... he says : " Son , i'm going to give this apple that is in your hand to someone else ... " he then continues ... " I will give you something better , just trust this apple to me . . . "

that is Faith ... trusting wad you can see into gods hands... and believeing tht god will give you something else tht is better , and more suitable for you...

brothers and friends ,

how many of you here would know the future... apparently none...

therefore, lets trust someone who can . . . his name is JESUS ...

And i've taken this one step of faith ," yes !" just one step a time . . . to trust this Jesus that created me , love me and know my future . . .

As i said , it was never easy ,

But tell me who would want you to have a better life than God ?

Trust him...

It takes time. . .

But its 100% worth it ...

St. Vincent

不配

2008-05-18T14:36:00.007+08:00

今天是新奇天(星期天)。

早上起来，发现自己迟到了。

匆匆忙忙，抓紧每一刻时间，冲向教堂。

敬拜赞美声此刻扬起来。。。

医治和平安

因著十架爱

众罪得赦免

因著十架爱

今我得洁净

因著十架爱

我是谁呢？尽能来到这个教堂。

我是谁呢？尽能来到上帝的同在中。

我是谁呢？耶稣竟然愿意为我死。

我来到了耶稣受难的各各他。

望着血淋淋的耶稣，

活生生地钉在残酷的十架上。

他的血，一滴一滴地洁净了不配的我。

是的，我承认我不配。

我不值得耶稣为我受这苦。

但是。。。我无法否认他的爱。

谢谢耶稣爱我！

耶稣爱我这不配的人，

我不能再拒绝那些和我一样不配的人。

Touched...

2008-05-18T00:31:00.004+08:00

Someone forward this email to me...which i tought was a fantastic story...
i enjoyed every single word......
so please please please do take time to read every single one of it.....thank you ...( it only took me five minutes )

The Pastor and his son A good reminder of God's Love. Every Sunday afternoon, after the morning service at the church, the Pastor and his eleven year old son would go out into their town and hand out Gospel Tracts.

This particular Sunday afternoon, as it came time for the Pastor and his son to go to the streets with their tracts, it was very cold outside, as well as pouring down rain. The boy bundled up in his warmest and driest clothes and said, 'OK, dad, I'm ready.' His Pastor dad asked, 'Ready for what?' 'Dad, it's time we gather our tracts together and go out.

' Dad responds, 'Son, it's very cold outside and it's pouring down rain.' The boy gives his dad a surprised look, asking, 'But Dad, aren't people still going to Hell, even though it's raining?' Dad answers, 'Son, I am not going out in this weather.'

Despondently, the boy asks, 'Dad, can I go? Please?' His father hesitated for a moment then said, 'Son, you can go. Here are the tracts, be careful son.' 'Thanks Dad!' And with that, he was off and out into the rain. his eleven year old boy walked the streets of the town going door to door and handing everybody he met in the street a Gospel Tract. After two hours of walking in the rain, he was soaking, bone-chilled wet and down to his VERY LAST TRACT.

He stopped on a corner and looked for someone to hand a tract to, but the streets were totally deserted. Then he turned toward the first home he saw and started up the sidewalk to the front door and rang the door bell. He rang the bell, but nobody answered. He rang it again and again, but still no one answered. He waited but still no answer.

Finally, this eleven year old trooper turned to leave, but something stopped him. Again, he turned to the door and rang the bell and knocked loudly on the door with his fist. He waited, something holding him there on the front porch! He rang again and this time the door slowly opened. Standing in the doorway was a very sad-looking elderly lady. She softly asked, 'What can I do for you, son?'

With radiant eyes and a smile that lit up her world, this little boy said, 'Ma'am, I'm sorry if I disturbed you, but I just want to tell you that *JESUS REALLY DOES LOVE YOU* and I came to give you my very last Gospel Tract which will tell you all about JESUS and His great LOVE.' With that, he handed her his last tract and turned to leave. She called to him as he departed.

'Thank you, son! And God Bless You!' Well, the following Sunday morning in church Pastor Dad was in the pulpit. As the service began, he asked, 'Does anybody have any testimony or want to say anything?' Slowly, in the back row of the church, an elderly lady stood to her feet. As she began to speak, a look of glorious radiance came from her face, 'No one in this church knows me. I've never been here before. You see, before last Sunday I was not a Christian. My husband passed on some time ago, leaving me totally alone in this world.

Last Sunday, being a particularly cold and rainy day, it was even more so in my heart that I came to the end of the line where I no longer had any hope or will to live. So I took a rope and a chair and ascended the stairway into the attic of my home. I fastened the rope securely to a rafter in the roof, then stood on the chair and fastened the other end of the rope around my neck. Standing on that chair, so lonely and brokenhearted I was about to leap off, when suddenly the loud ringing of my doorbell downstairs startled me. I thought, 'I'll wait a minute, and whoever it is will go away.' I waited and waited, but the ringing doorbell seemed to get
louder and more insistent, and then the person ringing also started knocking loudly.

I thought to myself again, 'Who on earth could this be? Nobody ever rings my bell or comes to see me.' I loosened the rope from my neck and started for the front door, all the while the bell rang louder and louder. When I opened the door and looked I could hardly believe my eyes, for there on my front porch was the most radiant and angelic little boy I had ever seen in my life. His SMILE, oh, I could never describe it to you! The words that came from his mouth caused my heart that had long been dead, TO LEAP TO LIFE as he exclaimed with a cherub-like voice, 'Ma'am, I just came to tell you that JESUS REALLY DOES LOVE YOU.'

Then he gave me this Gospel Tract that I now hold in my hand. As the little angel disappeared back out into the cold and rain, I closed my door and read slowly every word of this Gospel Tract. Then I went up to my attic to get my rope and chair. I wouldn't be needing them any more. You see---I am now a Happy Child of the KING. Since the address of your church was on the back of this Gospel Tract, I have come here to personally say THANK YOU to God's little angel who came just in the nick of time and by so doing, spared my soul from an eternity in hell.' There was not a dry eye in the church. And as shouts of praise and honor to THE KING resounded off the very rafters of the building, Pastor Dad descended from the pulpit to the front pew where the little angel was seated.

He took his son in his arms and sobbed uncontrollably. Probably no church has had a more glorious moment, and probably this universe has never seen a Papa that was more filled with love & honour for his son... Except for One. Our Father also allowed His Son to go out into a cold and dark world. He received His Son back with joy unspeakable, and as all of heaven shouted praises and honor to The King, the Father sat His beloved Son on a throne far above all principality and power and every name that is named. Blessed are your eyes for reading this message. Don't let this message die, read it again and pass it to others. Heaven is for His people! Remember, God's message CAN make the difference in the life of someone close to you. Please share this wonderful message... 'Faith is the affirmation and the act that bids eternal truth be present fact.' Colerid

爱一个很难爱的人

2008-05-15T15:45:00.007+08:00

爱一个很难爱的人

为什么爱一个很难爱的人是那么的难呢？

都说是难爱了嘛！所以当然难啦！

为什么爱一个很难爱的人是那么的难呢？

因为。。。

因为他是异类。。。

因为他是很糟的人。。。

因为我看他不爽。。。

因为我跟他是性格相克的。。。

因为。。。因为他伤害了我。。。我我我。。。

其实说穿了是我的自私心理在作祟。

是我的自尊心在驱使我不去爱，不去接纳。

天底下没有难爱的人，却有自私的人。

天底下没有不可爱的人，却有不肯爱的人。

太 5:43-48

你们听过有这样的吩咐：‘当爱你的邻舍，恨你的仇敌。’可是我告诉你们，当爱你们的仇敌，为迫害你们的祈祷，好叫你们成为你们天父的儿子；因为他使太阳照恶人，也照好人；降雨给义人，也给不义的人。如果你们只爱那些爱你们的人，有什么赏赐呢？税吏不也是这样作吗？如果你们单问候你们的弟兄，有什么特别呢？教外人不也是这样作吗？所以你们要完全，正如你们的天父是完全的。”

朋友也好，敌人也好，只要是人，通通要爱。

爱一个人，根本都不在乎对方是谁，乃在乎我要不要。

箴 10:12

恨能挑起纷争，爱能遮掩一切过失。

哈哈哈。。。永远都不会再遇到难爱的人了。

因为一切都是自己的问题。

约一 3:16

主为我们舍命，这样，我们就知道什么是爱；我们也应当为弟兄舍命。

罗 5:5

。。。因为神借着所赐给我们的圣灵，把他的爱浇灌在我们的心里。。。

腓 4:13

我靠着那加给我能力的，凡事都能作。

2008-05-13T14:32:00.010+08:00

"People say i'm a mighty man of GOD ".

Please don't say that about me .

Rather say that

"I Am a Man of a MIGHTY GOD . . . "

said mr.Benny Ong...

these words had since then stayed in my heart...

when i heard this i was simply just taking it in the left ear and out the right ear....

However , after thinking for a while.....

i was very much astonished and amazed wad it realy meant....

from being a "mighty Man of God " to begin a " man of a MIGHTY GOD ".

from this simply change of words....it change the whole subject which was to himself ...to direct it

and make GOD mighty....

form this i have learnt that...we are not the big one...however god is....let him be...as we work for him...

from here on i want to challenge every reader... to change your focus from youself ...to GOD . . . and god alone....

may he be MIGHTY and not us

as for now..... the lame part of this part of my life

enjoy the following story.....

Along the dark paths of of this darken city ,

up the dark dark stairs of horror...

I saw.......

Vincent trying to eat this poor thing

then he stopped and thought for a while

he said to himself...

maybe i should just lick it for a taste out first

On second thought ....maybe not...i'll just watch and see when is he going to move....

T He En D

With All the Recpect....a New Link

2008-05-09T10:24:00.004+08:00

hey...sorry for not posting anything after so long....

here's a link to a very very important person's blog...

I really thank god for this man.....

WITH ALL THE RESPECT.....

http://www.chedet.com/

have a peek

EDISON joined the Family

2008-05-01T21:09:00.003+08:00

welcome edison.....
welcome to the family of God

Taking Time to Thank god....

2008-04-25T23:22:00.001+08:00

I'm taking this five minutes to write this post.....to thank god....

1) for bringing me through my hardest times.....
2) for being the one to understand me...
3) for being there to bring peace to comfort me....
4) for knitting me up in my mothers womb....
5) for bringing sunee through the delivery , and brought joseph's family a new member....
6) for giving me every single breathe...and every single heartbeat

most of all....

7) for dying on the CROSS......and gave me SALVATION

These days....These weeks.....Time of the past....Goodbye

2008-04-21T20:24:00.006+08:00

IN these days , these weeks , in this time that the world shares altogether , it has been hard for me . Recently , frequently . As heaven rained cats and dogs .

Sometimes at night i would sit on my bedside , while i watch the rain fall off the edge of my roof .

Sometimes , drips of precious tears would make its way down the path of my face , and drip.....drip....drip.

As time slips by , i start to picture the happy laughters she has . It was worth the memory ....sometimes worth some of my precious little time ... to recall that generous , sweet smile she gives , and to remember all that funnie little things she does to make me happy.... memories

Then i would think again of the times i felt jealous ... the pain i had to hold on to , just keep this affection of mine for her . i would think again , was it all worth it ? Did i enjoy it ? it was worth it , and i did enjoy ...

Sometimes , a voice in my head would say , " she already loves another ... you have to give up ..." .... And it was true wad tht voice said , i do want to give up .i do want to stop going on , i want start my own life .

But ....

it was as hard as sepearating naughty fingers that glued itself together with super glu . It was as painful as seperating a nail from its finger ..... i want to ....but its hard ....its been

so long ...

so close...

so dear to my heart ...

Recently , frequently , i finally picked up myself and made a decision ... it was hard i had to do it anyway .

Silently , i said

Goodbye ....

to my affections , to my old self , to sadness

cause no one else in this world can ever hurt me deeper than you ....

myself

REALITY & DREAMS

2008-04-08T21:18:00.004+08:00

I often question about REALITY.
Sometimes I really do not know which and where is the reality.

Is this world that I'm living in, I'm blogging now the reality?
Or is the one that in called DREAMS, the real one?

Well, science describes that dreams are the images, thoughts, feelings
we experienced while asleep.
What was explained in Wikipedia:
"The contents and purpose of dreams are not fully understood, though they have bee a topic of speculation and interest throughout recorded history."

Most of us experience dreams every night when we sleep.
Why and how is that possible for people to fail on explaining it in science?

Well, for what I know until now, God and Science cannot be conflicted together.
Science is what is happening on earth, not in everywhere, and of course not all of reality.

Take a look around. Do you think that everything happens because they are coincidences?
NOT.
How could I possibly still alive if everything happens with coincidences?
There must be someone writing the "story", planning for every events that is happening around.
Just try to imagine, everyone is like so unique, everything happens so uniquely, how can this be coincidences?
Try to imagine something else, how is that possible for something like humans just exist and function so well,
with such complete brain that thinks well, with such complex organs that keeps us alive?

How can this world be so complicated when there is not someone behind planning and creating all these?
There is more question you can think of and cannot be answered by science.

And so I believe, God is always there, reality is not just this.
Dreams can be messages from God,
This world that we are living in, the current reality, is just a test, a big test for us.
And it decides our afterlife.
Reality does not end with this life, it continues to another life somewhere else, somewhere sacred, nice, somewhere I have been longing to go..
Reality is always where you are.
Do not question about it.
Live it.
Enjoy it.

Faith told me that.
By Xizhe

L.O.V.E report

2008-04-07T20:46:00.004+08:00

According to the dictionary, love means "a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person." In the pass three years and one month , i believe i have had a real look at this thing call "love ".

" Love hurts "

I remembered one person, not going to mention who, but she said something that i think i would remember for life , " Unless you can experience that something yourself , you can never understand that something to the full extend ." According to to this statement , i have experience maybe 50% of wad " love hurts" truly meant. Love hurts when you have an affection for somebody , and then you invest a whole lot in that person . A while after that , when u found out that she is not in favour with you ....... when all is lost ...... that's when "love hurts".

When that person is hurt by love , he will be both physically and mentally hurt . He's life would seem dull . He will feel as if the sun would never rise again . Rain storms seem to be his favourable weather . Blue skies would never cheer him up. And when he tries to sleep , he would feel his eyelids heavy , yet the pain keeps his eyes awake, he will then pray that tomorrow would come quickly. When he wakes up , he finds his pillow wet , not of sweat . He feels tormented when he goes out . Wears a fake smile which would seem the best disguise so that people around him will not pity his fate .

Sadness encircles him ...

Hatred devours him ...

Soon, nothing is left ...

Everything is lost ...

Only hurts gained ...

Scars remain forever ...

Life will never be the same ...

Yet the worst isn't over , he will then find of news about a new guy being with her . That is when tears are left to dry on their own . He will be thinking "Why" , he will be thinking why after so long , she doesn't fall for him, yet in a short period , he falls for another guy? Is he not good enough ? He will then start blaming god , why did god put him in a family background like his ? Why didn't god make him more attractive...

She says she thinks he would be a good friend ... that guy will think " bullshit , only an excuse ..." But what else could she say . " i don''t like you , stay away from me?" . Which of these is easier to be heard? Wouldn't the guy feel even more devastated . '

She says sorry , but for what , it wasn't her fault , and everything is done , can "sorry" bring back what has already happened? thoughts of these will wonder in his brain , then, he finds no hope in this situation .

At this very moment , wad he could hope for is support from understanding friends , cell members , leaders . Hoping that his life will go on . hoping that all that preparation will work ...

Hoping he will never leave God ...

This is the end of my report , hope all readers will be able to benefit from this in one way or another . Thank you for reading .

L.I.F.E

2008-01-13T17:58:00.000+08:00

Life has been nothing but more than fantastic to me . It has been my greatest teacher , and yet my heaviest anchor . My greatest pleasure , yet my greatest sadness . My greatest success , but still my greatest failure . Life goes round and round in circles . Circles tht we can never run out of . Circles tht somehow brings uncomprehendable meanings to us .

Life has always been described by ppl as a roller coaster , going up , and going down . I who somehow describes it as rain , tht somehow falls , yet always having a clear sky when its over . My friend described it as a never stopping television , always full of life....

Sometimes i rrl wonder what would happen ... if life stayed where it is ? Would tht make my day? Sometimes i rrl hoped tht it stays tht way. Sometimes having to stop life is wad we would die for .

But consider this , a roller coaster tht stops upside down ? A rain tht falls , and never stops ? A television tht stucks at one picture motion , and stops going on . LIFE STOPS ... No more excitement ... No more clear skies ... No more entertaintment..

...life stops....

Is tht wad we are hoping for ? for me ? NO..it'll be a fool of me to stop life....i want life to go on...i want to live live through all the EXCITEMENT of going up and down a rollercoaster .....i want to live with HOPE through the sorrows of a rain , knowing tht there is a promising clear blue sky....i want to live a MEANINGFUL life , like a life filled television..

but most of all...I want to live a life with LOVE and COMPASSION

...LIKE JESUS...

St.Vincent

Testing testing 1,2,3

2008-01-12T01:19:00.000+08:00

Hi....and welcome...This will be the official FIRST post of this blog SACRED+SAINTz....tht was born for the usage of joseph's cellgroup...

Thank You